
Karen gave me a call this morning when I skipped RWPS. She said Daniel wants to employ me to help him do some calling. Another job coming in. This time I am following script again, reminds me of those days in Prudential doing cold calling haha. Well, I accepted it. Thank God that He gave me another opportunity to learn to save again. Looking at my 2009 Resolution again, I am gonna achieve that one more this year, praying hard.
So much thoughts for me. 3 jobs in my hand. I want to learn to balance everything. I want to be able to handle things that are already in my hand, then ask God for more to increase my capacity. I think that's the way to work it out too. I don't know why, but I am so looking forward to serve this week again. I am gonna take zone if nothing goes wrong. I hope that excitement isn't short lived. I am going to carry it :D
Things that are already in my hand are Study Group, Collection of Prayer needs, Taking care of members while Mikki sits with the leaders, Contact card for G12S2D, Birthday card for Clarabelle, Songsheet for Cellgroup, Meeting members & new friends up etc. I want to not only help out in things, I want to do it well, give in my best. I want to learn to be patient, and then Mother Theresa came into my mind. I want to LOVE. I want to live my life for God & His people fulling His purpose. So many thoughts.
Many have found their purposes. I want to know mine too. I prayed and spoke to God to come and reveal that purpose to me. I told Him to open doors of opportunities to lead me to His purpose for me. Everyone has a purpose in life, what's mine? I am inspired by many stories told by others, when will it gonna be me sharing with others about mine? I then randomly smsed Mikki telling her that I want to impact lives. I am going to start it by those people that God placed around me (:
Whenever I stood in great heights, I aim far. I see far and I dream big. I want to sing, I love to sing. I want to learn how to sing someday when given a chance. I want to learn how to sing in my whole lifetime.
I shared with Jazz about another problem of mine, which I won't be blogging here. But I hope I can find peace in that struggle, God can help me I know (:
Can I make a difference?
Lord, show me