
Feeling much better after taking pills. But I really am praying hard that I can last throughout the service. I didn't take care of myself. But Xin's words appeared again, she asked me yesterday, so when are you going to start taking care of yourself? The usual response that I will give, and apparently I gave it yesterday, is I don't care.
But I don't like to suffer, so I was reminded by her words again. I think I wanna learn to take good care of myself from today onwards. I have been depending too much on pills to stop my diarrhea. People usually consume pills to stop diarrhea when they confirm they are having bad runs. However, because I am always having runs, I tend to consume it when I assume that I will be having runs soon. Just a slightest symptom of having runs, I will just casually pop those pills into my mouth. I guess I am being very paranoid. I always carry pills around. I finished it already, gonna purchase more again.
Attended make up cellgroup with W426 yesterday. Many familiar faces, but unfamiliar atmosphere. I tried to make myself comfortable. Wanted to leave earlier, but Shaun suggested that I should stay. I am still looking forward to bible study afterwards :D
Of all that was preached and shared yesterday, I am really in love with his sentence. Somehow it managed to trigger something in me, that I can be on fire again. I was told by Mikki this sentence before, but never seem to apply it. It's alright, I will learn.
The proof of your Desire is in your Pursuit.
School was awesome this week again! Their laughter are contagious once again. I love being with DBA14, I really hope friendships will last :D 3 cheers everyone.
Projects coming up, assignments piling up, stressometer going up, but God's grace and strength in me will increase as well. I am believing God for a greater miracle that He had already done it in my Year 1, and He shall do the same in my Year 2. Looking forward! :D
For the joy of the Lord is your strength.