
Everyone needs ego fruit. Appreciate Mikki for the Msn chat yesterday. Where's my ego fruit? I tried looking into the mirror, but I've shunned myself away once again. There will be one day where I can smile and zilian all the way. One day.. It will happen.
Enough of that. Ugly duckling will become a beautiful swarn. No matter how impossible it is in my heart right now, but still choose to think positively. Okay, another step ahead.
I am like a zombie now. I don't know how am I feeling.
Still rememebers what Shaun say, shouldn't wallow myself in self-pity, it's all waste of my time. Everyone one is busy reaching out to friends for Easter Day, where's my energy for that?
At times, I am tired of being holy already. Feel like leaving the holy place to the worldly place. But still I know that, it's all those unholy worldy things that are pulling me away. Why is it so hard? God knows, He knows.
Okay, I still believe in Jesus.
Back to work!