
My body is really weak, today is the day I vented my temper into the air once again. I always tried to hold back my temper, trying to breathe in and out, but today, it wasn't possible at that very moment. I always confess God is my Jehovah Rapha, I always believe my body won't be so weak. I always tell myself that I need to understand my body and it's suitable diet so that I can take good care of this temple of God, but I always failed.
I had diarrhea once again this morning, after me eating 2 containers of bochai pills yesterday night before sleep. I really cannot believe that it acts up once again. I almost couldn't step out of the house to work. My tummy was seriously bloated, I had breathing difficulties again. The thing that I can only do, is to depend on God, kept confessing I'll be alright. Tried to sleep on bus 188, thank God I felt better already.
Seriously caused me to have no appetitie the whole day. I've been eating lesser and lesser each day, skipping meals after meals, without being hungry at all.

Bowen: I know ah! But it's because I called her Korean girl before that leaves her a deep impression of me, so I am continuing to call her that! haha!
Lord, heal me. you're my Jehovah Rapha.