I'm currently feeling very bloated. my cough worsened. all thanks to the 2 packets of justea ._. i havent been drinking it since i decided to avoid soft drinks, but i was very tempted! D: so i drank 2 packets (somemore ._.)! ahh! wrong choice. my stomach is churning wind after wind. oh man!

anyway, let's get back to what i wanna post today! :D

after speaking to bowen and xin that Sunday night. i told God that i dont want to be emo anymore. i want to learn to be cheerful. initially i thought i would need extra effort because i dont smile often. on top of that, im always feeling down. when i said down, i meant really down.

i always listen to music. no doubt that music always affect my emotions most. you would then asked me to avoid it. but i just want music to accompany me throughout my journey to any destinations alone. my phone contains music of slower beat, which means im listening to emo songs everyday.

I've let Go and Let God.

up til today, i was pretty amazed that i feel no single strand of emoness. when i said no, i really meant no. when God is with me, when my decision and confession is made, when prayers are made, nothing can ever be against it. dont ask me to change my music, because they are all my favourites :D

God is amazing. im expecting more of what He could do. im gonna walk out completely with Him.

byebye EMO. welcome ELMO :D

&& i doubt im gonna enjoy my birthday this year. exams are around the corner. the best birthday present i've already received is STRESS ._.
keep me in prayers people! im gonna pull thru my EOY exams with God :D

Lord, you're amazing.