im falling sick, really soon. slight sore throat now, my flu is worsening. all these conditions made me wheezed at night and i really cannot have a good sleep, i feel like buying sleeping pills D: my eczema is worsening, both my eye & my left neck is affected badly. painful while bathing D: just ate a flu medicine i can find, that will cause drowsiness, so that i hope can bring me thru the night without me waking up trying to breathe properly again ._.
i'm excited because peiling, my cousin, is coming back tomorrow! i'm going to the airport to fetch her! she went to china for months since last year for her final year internship i guess. miss her like crazy~ i think kai also feels the same way :D
having bible study tomorrow, usher training then service. i wont be sitting with my CG mates tomorrow le D: i will learn to be independent, just like what xin had gone thru :D Lord, let your word speaks into my heart, no matter where i am, let me feel secured in the house of God.
today's FOM report is completed, & CRS presentation is done. well, i'm proud of my slides, but overall we didn't do as good. it's alright, because it's over. let's jiayou for FOM presentation! i think all my group mates deserves a clap! :D thanks for pulling thru all the hard works!
my sister told me something that she's kinda sad of. i don't know how to encourage her.
but girl, don't worry because you must always believe that God place you in different places for a reason. for this sudden shift, there must be a significant purpose. pray to God so that He can reveal it to you, & guide you thru the last year before you step down. all the best! remember to always pray! God bless! :D
Lord, heal me.