whoa! i didnt blog for long. aiyahh, i now quite lazy le. too much things on hand. today's first topic is 18 censored or not! its a show im currently trying my best to take time to watch given my tight schedule. i know im quite slow in "chasing" but i've been rushing through projects that i dont have time for anything. exams coming up, stress alert! i wanna say that this show is nice, it really speaks the guys' & girls' prospective in our teenage years. by watching this, maybe you really will find yourself more understanding towards the opposite sex. but! there's one thing i learn from the show. it's the character by "haozi". she's a tomboy in the show, just like me, keep saying i "man man" == but there's one doubt people have for her, "is she a lesbian?" for me, i have the doubt myself, i dont know how others view me, with short & style hair, with boyish dressings. i dont know. i like to protect girls, because i think they are weak. but not the extent i fancy girls bah. maybe it's just what God is trying to tell me. but i thank God i learn something out of it, clearing doubt. now i understand, im what i confess. if i keep saying i "man", jiu suan i not man now will also become man in the future. so ky! confess you're a pretty lady! although i know it's hard ==

we got back our CD presentation score. scoring the highest in class of 82marks. jerry was kind enough to let everyone rate fashirah the same peer evaluation as us. hmmm. at least she didnt stir trouble for us. anyway, i really appreciate the detailed comments that cher had for us. i will work hard for the next project coming up during next sem. Thank God for pulling our group through! :D

my mum increased my allowance by 1bucks! i think she sees me struggling with cash bah. although i might start work quite soon. perhaps next week. that's why she increase bah. she didnt tell me straight, but she gave me that allowance for a week le, so i think should be bah :D praise the Lord that i can contribute more to the A&B hopefully! :D

ASIA CONFERENCE is coming! VERY soon! im SOOO looking forward! woots! :D we'll have our own individual tags! Benny Hinn is coming! i wanna get myself healed. although i may not suffer from any major diseases, but in God's eye, all the diseases are the same! so hopefully i will be 100% healthy! i wanna have the kind of faith for God to work! amen! :D CHC spent 4.7million on this event alone. i really appreciate it. many delegates from other countries need to spend cash to travel down to singapore to expo halls. but all we need is to sit MRT to expo station & walk some distances. i really thank God for this opportunity! i really appreciate it! let me try to attend every session! :D

looking forward to CG tomorrow :D jane is able to come. erzi is coming! :D PTL! hopefully everything will be alright! meeting the members :D jiayou ky! & mikki asked me to help do & print the songsheets! i dont know why, i felt a warmth in my heart, maybe because im able to help in the CG for small little things like this. i begin to appreciate even the songsheets given out. because i used to take it for granted, it's merely just a piece of paper for references in the past. Lord, i thank you that im able to appreciate small things in life, so that im able to appreciate big things in life that is yet to come :D

coach sandy jie stats just now. i was really afraid that i might not be able to help her because stats is my weakest module of all. but phew! hers is easier to understand. by chatting with her made my day! so much to chat, endless topic, but she gottogo soon, because its already so late. that's the reason why i blogged late today too! :D thanks jie for being part of my life :D jiayou! it's always my pleasure to help, within my ability.

Lord, hold me when i fall, guide me when im confused. for i want less of me, but more of you.