it's 1am now. i havent gotten myself to sleep. my mood is kinda down right now, dont know why also. sigh. but i chatted with des just now & i realised something. although we used to be together, we broke up but we're good friend now. what about darren? he is definitely not a despo guy i know because we met in real life, know each other & then further our relationship. somehow i know i prefer us staying as friend. but when we are not together now, we aren't friend. what's the problem? used to love, now to hate. i dont recognise my feelings anymore. perhaps that's the only way i used to protect myself bah. we wont be able to be even friends bah. but i do enjoy having a friend like des now, currently. the way we communicate is different, the way we relate is also different, it is comfortable right now :D thank God for a mature broken relationship now amended for friendship.

FOM is over! after balloting, our group is the first to present. although my parts is very little, i know i did my best to cover the aspect i knew. somehow "weakness" does not contain any statistics & also does not contain much information. jerry started & wrapped up the presentation as a whole. always feel so relived that he is the leader :D he slept at 545am in the morning for an hour before he meet us in school and prepare our speech. dont say we're last minute! because we really dont have much time to prepare. 2 more FOM PBLs coming up! ahhh! D: stressed up le! but i heard that some groups rated us high, like 8/8. thanks dudes! :D loves!

jerry, yucong & i decided to meet up from 8pm - 4am in BPP mac for CD project this friday! i hope i can sleep a while before going to church! D: hopefully my parents allow me to stay at BPP til that late haha! the group is always fun with the guys! so happy they are part of my story now :D let's jiayou!

meeting hangchi on sunday after my cellgroup to discuss on our CRS topic before tuesday comes. whoa! hectic week this week D:

didnt managed to finish PACC. i dont understand! i need cher's help tomorrow le! i promise i will try to pay attention in lectures le lah! i dont wanna regret after failing any modules D:

im dead beat. just back from Dan korkor's wedding at marina! :D & i managed to complete my ITAB2 without inserting music yet ==


finally get to "he xi jiu"! cos dan korkor always so busy de! but he is really a nice guy! ahhh :D so i think his wife will be so fortunate! next up will be apple korkor's marriage! most probably next year bah! :D get to meet qianwen & sze hui today. sze hui changed quite a little. haha! hopefully we can have cousin outing soon :D today's dinner is super sumptious! i was really so bloated eventually! ahhh! i get to try all the food non stop! their choice is superb lah! haha.

i shall upload the photos when i get it :D the place is nice! they make the waiter dance before they serve us our food! :D was duper funny can. my relative & my dad go & KPO one female waitress serving us, she's currently only 16 year old stays at boon lay! i went whoa! cos from boonlay all the way to marina! it is really one end to the other! D: but i think she's able to take it bah, she worked for 6months le. i wonder if she knows CHC haha!

YAWNS!*
i need to go off le! pack my bag & off to sleep. tomorrow shall cncentrate on lesson D:

Lord, be my guide, my wisdom, my strength & determination.