im sorry for not updating yesterday. im in the bizIT lib now updating my blog. forsaking stats tutorial for the first time, because i think that i need some quiet time to focus on the topics that will be tested this coming MST & i know NOTHING about stats til now. Lord, i really dont know what to do, please dont let me lose focus! ahhh! D:

yesterday was CG at sherrie's house. what shocked me was nicole & her CG mates went there for make-up cell. hmmms. i still do feel intimidated so i dont wanna talk much to her too == but PM was great! we spent like 40mins praying for anything & covered like everything? but lapis erzi complained after that it was too long ==

lapis erzi came to my house yesterday for the FIRST time lol! he helped me install maple successfully. ohman! thanks dude (: i lvled up once yesterday thanks to lapis erzi's 1k MMR, savage erzi's 24hours 2x & also his effort on training my mage overnight while i sleep. i wonder how it goes. but my mum scolded me for leaving my router on til the next morn. i guess both boys are having their turn to sleep right now. hopefully still can lvl up later when i reach home, dont feel like wasting erzi's 2x exp card. but also wanna focus on studies. hopefully wont get too addicted like last time. just wanna chiong 4th job now. back into maple. LOL! what my life would be ==

seriously dont know what happened to my right hand! my right hand's wrist hurts! really so badly. i cannot bend too much & exert force. sobs! now i have difficulty carrying my laptop to school. i guess i will have to carry bag pack for the time being. but bag pack with laptop inside can really leave me breatheless :( when i was in the train just now, with so many people as usual, my right hand cant even help me by holding onto the bar tight while i balance. i dont know what's happening to my hand lah! friends asking me to see sinseh, but i cannot "tui" my hand now lah, it's my right hand, the hand i use to write. if i "tui" my hand now, becomes swollen, den exam how?! omg!! i think i seeing doctor after my exam D: hopefully it will recover by then! getting new wrist guard to protect in case it will sprain anytime. had been using elbow guard these 2 days ==

ahhhh! accompanied lapis erzi get his new sermon book yesterday with xin! haha! :D he got 3 colored pen, he says he wanna get the marker pen same like mine. i told him to get 3 different colors then top-up more when time comes slowly. i taught him how to take sermon notes down while pastor is talking in mac yesterday too! hopefully he wont doze off during service le! & also i taught him how to say grace before meal. hopefully he will apply slowly too. so many things to teach! im so excited to see him grow slowly too! :D thank God for him.

Lord, i going to study my stats now okayys! please bless me with determination & widsom! ahhh! :D count on you le! i will do my best & God will do the rest :D