im in school now! trying to race against time to update my blog! :D nick took over my task for completing the powerpoint for Diversification. tomorrow is FOM presentation, im glad that this time around, people are more focused & i also get to touch on the powerpoint. it's no longer jerry who carries all task by himself. i know he can take it, but that's not the way to split & do our part :D

i woke up at 1.30am instead this morning. wasn't able to help jerry out. so i went to do my stuffs. before that i was pondering whether i should continue sleeping. because im really dead beat! D: but after chatting with mikki, i felt that i should start doing Statistics. "Faith without work is dead" anyway, mikki said that i should confess "I love Stats" instead of "I hate stats" by the power of confession, God is able to lead me thru. true enough, i managed to complete one out of three topic! PTL! :D im going to continue revising later on for the next topic. by Thursday, i know im able to question my stats tutor with relevant questions, no longer "i dont know". im going to indulge myself in stats these 3 days at least. it was true, Yucong said that brain works best in the morn, & i felt it too. im able to understand so much better. flip thru the textbook & spot any questions, & i managed to answer it all right. Lord, continue to guide me, for all these are for Your Glory :D amen!

felt a sense of urge to encourage the girls, sam & xin. since we dont have competition now, & we're all busy with our exams that is next week & stuffs, i felt that we wont be able to meet up much. i dont know if i wanna go for service this weekend. i know my parents would be scolding me for going out so often, i dont have the energy to find excuses anymore. burning midnight oil everyday from yesterday. hmmmms. thanks samsam for mentioning to accompanying me for sunday's service instead. im still not sure. Bowen jio me for shopping, mikki smsed me regarding weiken inviting us to his house this friday. ahhh! i think i have to skip all D: no more stamina to continue my spiritual journal. it has been more than 3 weeks since i write things on it. i havent flip and read it so often compared to the past. what's wrong with me? Lord, dont let me be away from you, catch me when i fall.

i started the day today feeling happy. why? because there's this guy in white on the mrt that is so gentleman. maybe i felt that because almost everyone is selfish in the morning train. i board the mrt that goes to pasir ris via jurong east interchange. i was being squeezed so hard in the middle of the train, i didn't manage to grab hold of the bar. i know i dont have a sense of balance. i know i might fall. the force was so great, the guy in white was right beside me while a lady in red was pushing me towards him. i didnt manage to catch a glimpse of the guy's face, but i know after staring at me for a moment, he decided to squeeze himself further in, carrying his bag to make way. this way, im able to shift in a little, & will be able to breathe better LOL! i appreciate the effort of his action. when it was finally Dover station, & i need to alight, he moved himself facing the exit, i moved too, by indicating that im also alighting at the station. the women in red looked at us & made way. her gesture of "qing" also made me smile at her with amusement. when the train finally stopped, the guy in white actually "qing" me out first. im so touched! haha :D im so grateful because firstly, im not a very pretty woman or something & i wear so guyish today somemore. yet someone is treating me like a "charbo" with fengdu to consider me. i didnt manage to catch his looks because the train is too squeezy & im too short == but i know he aint very good looking. sometimes, i find that ugly guys are better of handsome guys. LOL! hopefully he will still recognise me in SP next time & wave to me. i bet he didn't know that a small action of his really made my day :D cheers & smiles.

{ 5.33pm. i think i shall continue later. FOM almost done by nick. }

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before i go...!

i wanna confess 2 things!

first: "I CAN DO ALL THINGS THRU CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME!"
second: "I LOVE STATISTICS!"

smiles! :D