home sweet home. i have to praise the Lord!

today had cell group at sherrie's house! i thank God that i can make it for cellgroup cos this week is PO week! i thank rolling for lending me cash yesterday for a new bottle of spray. i thank God for a new job starting in 2 week's time so that i can raise amount of cash for the building fund. im excited because i can give God more! :D

impacting sermon i shall say, i was choked with tears that i almost went up to the toilet halfway thru the worship. it's God's presence, it is :D so tangible, i love it this way. thank God for moving my cold heart once again.

my bill went up again, & my dad will be terminating next month if this continues. im gonna get a phone with 2 sim slot & buy a new PPC. i think i can save money like that, just like what mikki suggested too :D

im left with one more month before a 3 weeks break sets in. im so looking forward to it :D i can earn money & give more for the building fund. i got a job for myself, it's at my cousin's bubble tea shop. im so looking forward to work, because im able to earn more then. hopefully the place will be cleaner after the renovation :D

i love my spiritual family, alot alot :D

went to lapis erzi's BBQ party, i felt so warm inside. initially wasn't feelin good. but afterwards was alright. really so grateful to mikki who can stay til that late to accompany lapis erzi finish blowing his cake. his younger brother, jin chen i think, really resembles him alot. haha! he is so cute when he speaks into the mic. i really enjoyed myself.

went home afterwards, in the bus stop waiting for bus. had a severe stomach ache, therefore went up to the overhead bridge & to the toilet at lakeside mrt station. before i was confirmed that im alright, the toilet met it's curfew & thus the cleaner locked it up for washing i guess. when i went back to the bus stop continuing waiting for bus, i felt too much of a stomach ache again. it's the kind of ache i would usually panic, i thought of taking a cab to the nearest toilet but didnt do so on the second thought. i prayed to God, even though it was hard to concentrate on God because the pain is there, so sharp and so uncomfortable. but yet i managed to suppress the pain with prayer. God works! it really works! i really use the washroom after i reach home. because it is according to my faith, His will be done. i really give praise to the Lord for that! *claps*

you cannot thank God enough for this. because He is always so great.

xin lost her wallet when we boarded the bus. i didn't have much energy to search for her. she did a whole search in the bag, passed one mountain of stuffs to me == still didn't managed to find. i still wanna thank zack for helping me carry my laptop all along. but xin was really so confused. everything was inside, her ezlink card, IC etc. but she wouldn't care about the rest except her IC because she cannot afford to let her mum know about it, because her mum is financially tight. sigh. she continued searching & thinking. i think it was a moodless way home. but something happened! :D one malay couple found her wallet at the bus stop, took a cab down to her house just to return her. ohmygosh! PTL! first God worked for me, then worked for xin. wow! miraculous weekend! before the A&B started, God is already so real to us. make me so looking forward to the actual day that i finished giving! :D i believe God will come so true to me! :D

i dont know how you think, but we can only remain as friends, so simple like this. nothing beyond that. move on. all the best.

Lord, put me on fire! RAHHHH!