BAD DAY; FOUL MOOD!
sam came to my school today. because she wanna have lunch first then proceed to harbourfront for a rehearsal. i was thinking like, whoa, at least there's a trial run before the actual event actually takes place. the performance will take place at HortPark-TheCore.
xin estimated wrong timing. wanted to rush with sam so that xin dont have to wait. eventually we waited for xin. meanwhile i taught sam the steps we taking, decided by xin & i yesterday.
when xin finally came, the forst bad news was, they actually didnt book the place for a proper rehearsal. bowen wasn't informed that there's at least a briefing today. they say there's a trial run outside the TheCore, but ended up being stressed.
was already very pekcek because when i called Broderick, he gave me attitude. but i thought maybe it's my fault, tried to simmer down, didnt want to make the matter worse. met with ace & kae, they are the 2 that reached. after which janson reached too. then they disappeared, leaving us alone. well, so we went to grab ice cream because its such a hot day! D:
when badi arrived, the meeting start. instead of having a trial run, Borderick insist we sell tickets for him. wth can! we're performers, & yet we need to get stressed up selling 15 tickets. initially badi told me 10 friends, 10bucks each ticket, in which the normal price is 16bucks. very reasonable because it's a 6bucks discount. then now? at least 15 friends, they think we are superwomen or something. Broderick insisted that we handle some tickets on hand, and said we confirm will need more. hello, our top priority is to perform for you all, ended up we need to set time to find people buy tickets? wth is this lah! we should only ask our friends that are coming, & not aim for every friend & beg them buy tickets !@#$%
during the briefing, when kae was explaining, Broderick actually made us feel more demolarised. he asked "they can sing de mah? dont bring me more noobs like last time" i really felt so humiliated. if you are afraid that we sing badly, then hold audition and see how well we sing before inviting us. we spent so much time on this event, just to perform one song, & now, what is this man? i really feel so !@#$% can! i mean, i know we are new, very new, in fact first time on stage. so what? dont we deserve a chance? they also first time organising, also organise til so lan, no moqi at all, one member say A, other member say B, worse still, one member decide things thar other members not informed, did we scold them infront of them? no! then where the heck do they have the rights to humiliate us? i dont think so lor. i really find it not worth it now lor. too much ego & pride. what is this lah! !@#$%
alright, after much rantings, felt better. since we've come this far, practices everyday, i think we just go up & sing bah. whatever it is. anw, i really appreciate badi who invited us. thanks :D
THINGS GO WRONG ONE AFTER ANOTHER!
Wednesday to Sunday is Asia Conference, in which Sunday is also I Own The Stage performance. wanted to go for elective modules for all weekdays. i know skippng school is wrong, but i just dont wanna miss asia conference! D: but! tomorrow got a AIDS talk which is compulsary & it's in the middle of everything lor. starts at 315pm wth man! & i have no choice but to skip tomorrow's elective! i really hate it sial!
secondly, the CIP for 7hours is confirmed today by jerry & it falls under this saturday. wth man! !@#%$ it's from 10am-6pm, then i have to rush for benny hin's service at expo starting very soon after that with my smelly top?! wtFOOK lah! im so pissed! why must everything come together?!
had to skip FOM meeting with group mates just to attend the "rehearsal" just now. sam & xin skipped school. den turn out to be nothing. i seriously ...
Lord! turn tomorrow to be a better day please...