today is the fellowship cum outreach event by mikki & i at East Coast Park! so early in the morning, xuejun reached my house around 6am like we planned earlier to cook corn for the picnic :D we used 2 hours to settle everything. steaming the corn at home looks so cool lah :D mikki say i can sell corn earn money le, haha! we mixed magerine & salt while watching teevee =.= but it was really fun! somemore so early in the morning. i really salute xuejun lor, small girl only walk to my house from fajar thru the ulu park. somemore left house at 5plus in the morning! so touched! :D if it wasn't for her, i dont know how to cope lah =.= ahh deyy!
went to meet the members! walked to the area that mikki booked earlier. we laid the mat & our food :D corn with rice, mikki & lapis erzi ate it! haha :D & erzi said it was nice! of course lah, your mummy prepare one leh. LOL!
wasn't feeling so right. everybody was enjoying blading & cycling. finally see mikki in action, she really knows how to blade well :D very nice posture & everything. didnt rent a bike although rolling taught me how to cycle because i dont have the cash. rejected mikki & kevin's blessings. hmmm. was very moody. i dont know why. maybe moodswing bah. but i thought east coast is not my "place" cos i dont cycle, blade, play sand & water. but i cant possibly sit there & rot while waiting for people. walked around. but was emoing. tried to smile, but cant D:
when mikki was back, hmmm. i tried to smile but to no avail lah. aiyah, im like that de, difficult to revert back to the original feeling. but i wanted to enjoy the event, because mikki & i planned de, im involved :D mikki asked me what happened, no answer from me.
what made me so touched was really mikki afterwards. she cannot exercise for too long, i know her condition. but after she rested for a while, with me back at the mat area, she asked if i wanna learn blading. having know about her condition, a straight NO to her of course. i think xin related to her, because i wanted xin to teach me but she also dont know =.= they encouraged me to try because we shall learn together, xin, xuejun & i. so xin lent me cash for the rental of blades. although xin & xuejun aint very stable, mikki was with me all along. every single step i made, she's either beside or infront of me. she has the patience with me, although i kept saying "i cannot do it" like usual =.= mikki say it's alright if i learn slower than others, it's how i finish the race! :D i looked so down infront of her today, she was there when i fell down, when i try to pick myself up & go again, she was there when i wanted to give up, giving me encouragement & never let my hands go. was really touched! :D when it rained, i know that mikki cannot stand in rain, cos she was sick yesterday, i felt so useless lah. cos i cannot reach the shelter, cannot reach mac where the others were then i also cannot blade on my own, i keep insisting that she cannot stay in the rain, then she say "at most tomorrow sick dont go school only" i felt so sour in my heart, yet a smile on my mouth. im really touched & speechless. she say we will go to the shelter together. we made it! she's really there when i really need someone to coach me. thanks mikki! i really appreciate you so much, i dont think i can find a word to express it.
when mikki gottogo, bowen helped me. he made me move on my own. held onto the bike with kevin, had fun. but it was too speedy for me that i laid right at my back this time. i fell too hard. i teared on the spot =.= the guys had a hard time pulling me up in the middle of the road. it hurt me too badly, it was too hard an impact. but no pain no gain! i appreciate when bowen find me seats to sit. rested & we moved on. thanks bowen for being there. when i blade deeper, the roads are too bumpy. i always blade towards the grass patch, it was bowen's strength that stopped me from falling down too hard again & again. his hand was so RED after that lor. aiiks! thanks :D
so glad that people were there when i need them :D thank God for that. learning blading is good. when im more stable, i wanna introduce this as a form of "fun" sports in my life. perhaps getting also a set of blade, then can jio xin & mikki out to blade. i wonder when will i have the chance to blade again. it's simply FUN! :D
ting said she had a surprise for me & passed me this :D a mirror! just what i need! thanks ting! LOVES (: so broke til no cash for a mirror, kinda pathetic right =.= but thank God for blessings just in time! :D
i will always rmb the significance of this mirror. because ting is afraid of CATS therefore buy DOG de for me hahaha! :D
woots! journeyed back home with the girls, & had a great chat with xin again :D this time she must be jogging halfway with her friend. wednesday SPSS exam! people please pray for me! studying tomorrow le! this weekend so great, fun & busy! :D
Lord, bless tomorrow. it's gonna be another beautiful day :D