warning: emo post! :(

im just back home from cineleisure with rolling laogong, samsam & xin. the 4 of us went to kbox to do some singing. we had our shot to fame first training session today at riverwalk. it was great yet nervous. im glad that i did stepped out of my comfort zone and really make the effort to realise my dream, yes! singing! even if we dont make it to the finals, we are going to record our own song into a CD & i will put up at my blog then. we're young, yes, PassioNaliseD is young, but i know we can do it, because we have different ranges of voice, & of course being me the shortest. the trainer says she wants more harmony from us in which we are working right now. selecting songs once both xin & sam is online. i hope we can make it for the audition that is coming up soon :D Lord, i took this step for you. no matter what, bless me til the end even if we dont have the chance to be in the grand finale alright. watch us grow. amen :D

how many songs to choose from? we need find a song for our comfortable range. to my surprise, the trainer actually says that we are of quite the same range. in which i dont agree. because my voice is far more deeper than the 2 girls. they can reach a higher pitch than me. anyway, i will do my best to grab the techniques that were taught today. just realised that there's this girl in the same training room as me that resembles Denise. oh man! memorise of them start to flow. got me so distracted that i didn't speak much to avoid unnecessary things. but she really sang well! kudos to her! haha. if there's a chance, i would like to be her friend too :D too powerful a session in kbox. too overwhelming. i enjoyed singing with the girls. lotsa water now. having ulcer already! ouchh D:

bad news today. ruxin told sam that she dont need a telemarketer tentatively right now. so sam will not be working from tomorrow onwards. it's hard to pick myself up, at least sam is with me working together. but in this case, now's not. i dont know what reason ruxin had, because sam did asked her the same question that doubt me too. i just hope no awkwardness between me and her. sam gave up as a telemarketer le. she says perhaps it's not her cup of coffee. i just thought she may want to learn to be more confident. maybe i was being over protective too. let's not let emotions control the situation. Lord shall be my all.

dont wanna blog le. im tired. need some rest.

Lord, bless tomorrow! amen :D