so many things happened! im done with cards! first time do cards for rolling's team, i feel so blessed! although i did cards together for them, but i have individual messages for them! hope they will feel touched! zack accompanied me up til yesterday just to take a look at the progress i was going. special thanks to my sister who contributed ideas for me too! you know her art is so much better than me! first time drew beyond wad i expected! i thought, it was a breakthru! haha :D i hope everyone will like the card! it's a love letter between me & them :D

today school was very slack! alright, i admit that i fell asleep during econs! but i managed to understand more than what i expected too! :D PTL! anw, we formed grouping today during FOM tutorial too! i hope we can work well, that's all. let's have another breakthru in our results :D

was actually quite hurt by what they said just now. i know alot people have different views about CHC, no doubt that im one too. but i just want friends to come down to support me. just because it's from CHC, they rejected. sigh. it's alright! different people different life! :D

tomorrow going down for the first rehearsal! im so nervous yet excited. i hope im not the only one saying this. i seriously need help for make up! if there's a need, i think i will be getting a foundation tomorrow. we'll see how it goes. anw, i dont know if karen transferred the sum into my bank le mah. but saving hard! hopefully i am able to present myself well that day! :D

3rd day of fasting! i thought it was pretty smoothly in the beginning! i always tell Lord to let me suffer a little more, so that i will grow, so that there's a meaning to the fast im going thru! i think it's because i havent tried fasting for 3 consecutive days, therefore i felt so weak just now. dizziness & coldness overwhelmed me 2 hours before i can break fast. thank God bowen was there to encourage me! :D if not i dont know how will i be able to pull thru. alot of times, i feel like giving up! but i thought, it will be more glory to God if i finished the race well. i rested a little, because i really couldnt take it, no milo powder in my house D: but i managed to pull thru! PTL! :D tomorrow will be fasting with the whole CG. i will want to double confirm the Arise & Build amount with God, because i aint sure if i can do it. but if i can vision it, i will trust unto the Lord! :D for He is my source & provider! :D

Lord, bless tomorrow! i wont fall, because you're there :D