no music for the day. why? because i was clever enough to break the extension into 2 pieces. i think it's fated for me to adapt into the non music world for a period of time bah. haha! im glad i spoke to esther today while waiting for jolin to finish her call with her friend. God reminded me thru her once again, not getting myself too emotional. im still young, i can still change my mindset. i dont wanna wait til im old le den try to change, it will be too late then. thanks esther! :D

God really did shower me with his blessings! im walking in faith again. faith works. because little faith moves mountain, so what will move when faith is as huge as a mountain? i can conquer the world then haha! alright. was feeling very down when i dialed for Karen just now. i dont know why. my faith ain't just there. i told myself to quieten down & i asked God for peace. i kept dialing but to no avail. reached only 14. Karen asked if i wanna continue to dial for her until 6. but i told her, i was too demoralised that i need a break before my mood affects my dialing for chiuyen too. she agreed, thanks :D i prayed. i ask God for appointments to fall. at least for chiuyen because im focusing on her. indeed God was good. 3 appointments straight. the leads were good. the people are friendly. packed rice for esther & on the way i told God i want to have 1 more appointment. i want to bless chiuyen with appointment because i know she is in need. & God really moved! He showered His blessings. Faith is everything. Lord, you're so great! 4 appointments for today in all. 12 appointments so far this week. tomorrow aim another 4 appointments, dont wanna aim small like 2 appointments, because i shall never underestimate my mighty God! amen! :D

alright. today was super humerous too! made me wanna laugh like shit! cos Roy like Chipster! same as my sister. they go insane over it, whats the big deal eh? haha! we bought chipster when huiming & jolin disappeared -.- then shared with the people. then i realised! im in love with it too! buying tomorrow with Roy again. haha! cheers for that. anyway Matthew asked me how to jio girls. i went -.- although i kept saying how "man" im, but how do you want me to jio girls? -.- unless i become less lor, haha! so i just tell him about my ex & also want i would like my boy to be lah. hope it does help him abit. jiayou Matthew!

sam chopped the lyrics up le. we get our parts cleared. practising the song & rehearsing on saturday after service. i hope everything will turn out fine. jiayou PassioNaliseD! all the way! no regrets! :D

so damn pissed with my phone. a phone without a screen! how ridiculous this is! ahhh! someone lend me spare phone please! :(

working tomorrow! let's get High!

Lord, i love you more &more each day!