moodswinging hasn't been good for me. today i've got so much to say, i've got so much to relate, i've given myself so much thought, my old habit is acting up again - to think too much. let me be, just let me be, because i couldn't concentrate on anything. at least yesterday wasn't too much of a sleepless night, because i cried myself to sleep. i enjoyed worship song, at least it is soothing enough for me to enjoy peace in my heart. dont ask me why am i having moodswing, because i dont know myself either. it just comes & go, part & parcel of my life.

JESUS, TAKE THE WHEEL - Carrie Underwood & WHO AM I - Casting Crowns;
they coaxed me to sleep yesterday. i love these songs. i posted up Jesus take the Wheel as my blog song, it shall play automatically.

i shall post youtube videos on the two songs.

Jesus take the Wheel - Carrie Underwood


Who am I - Casting Crowns


tears cant stop streaming down. take away all these Lord.

i happened to click onto Cynthia's link. i happen to see her blog. whoa. it has been a long time since we met, with serene mummy, i certainly do miss them too much. i love them, it's still there. i miss them, it has always be. i miss those times in FCBC. but i didn't regret coming to CHC because i know separation is needed for my spiritual growth. always keep them in prayer, Cynthia's 2008 dream & Serene mummy's baby will all take place in 2009. Cynthia's dream had came true. i cant wait to meet them up, im not sure about sam. i wonder if sam miss them too. it has been more than a year, i think coming 2, since we see each other. i think they must have changed a lot. i only have this photo with me, taken during family carnival in my when i was in sec 2. time flies, my sister & i had changed.

time really flies. i miss them tons. we're trying to arrange another meet up session. i guess the separation made us learn alot too. no matter how i grew, & wad happened, they will always be my beloved cynthia & serene mummy! ohmygosh! how noob did i look haha! my sister looked like me leh D: that's my luohanyu hair style == dont laugh please, dont laugh.

Thursdays passed very quickly. had my GEM module in the morning at 8am. today's concentration were the weaknesses of the individual temperaments. let me list mine down, how true was it. when i heard about it, i was astonished.

my traits are Choleric & Melancholic. the weaknesses are:

Choleric:
- they are compulsive workers
- they must be in control
- they are right but unpopular

Melancholic:
- they are easily depressed
- they procrastinate

yesyes! im easliy depressed! right now i am. i dont know what to do. right now jane has become my emo patner, we shall go emo together de D:

xin is right beside me now. yesterday was ting, today is xin. kai just left my house. thank God they came today, if not i might be feeling worse now :D

i will smile, i will learn to smile. i cant wait for weekends, i cant wait to go to the house of God. i need you Lord, so badly so badly..


Lord, please take all my sorrows away.