im back from errands. after calling for chiuyen, i ran errands to Karen client's house at aljunied just now for her to sign 2 pieces of contract i guess. but im glad my job is done! & im glad ting is willing to accompany me! im so looking forward to tomorrow! because i getting new stuffs & also dye my hair! should i just dye purple? or bleach it? hmmm. still considering! bytheway, no appointments today, but i gained more experiences! bad news today! because now then i realised that no commission from chiuyen. sigh! i wonder if i have the motivation ma! no appointment rates! no commission! what will push me? Lord, tell me D:

i read the bible again. i admit i did procrastinate a little. but still addicted to the journey of Jesus. some verse impacted me! let me relate some! :D

All men will hate you because of me, but he who stands firm to the end will be saved.

- NIV matthew 10:22

A student is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master. It is enough for the student to be like his teacher, and the servant like his master. If the head of the house has been called Beelzebub, how much more the members of his household!

- NIV matthew 10:24-25

But I tell you that men will have to give account on the day of judgment for every careless word they have spoken. For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned.

- NIV matthew 12: 36-37

"And follow the impulses of your heart and the desires of your eyes yet know that God will bring you to judgment for all these things."

- NASB Ecclesiastes 11:9

i felt impacted by the above all. firstly it is very true til now that people still hates Christian that shares the Gospel to them, but that's our duty. im not trying to hold onto grudges here, but i truly felt peaceful because Jesus really understands everything & He already foresee it coming. Lord! you are so great! secondly, the verse remind me of me working in NGO. sometimes i have my own opinion, perhaps sometime i went too overboard. God just reminded me that i should always be humble, for a servant can only be like his master & not on top of them :D my consultant pays me, therefore i do what i am told. im glad that im already given freedom to call alone in the office, in which more telemarketers yearn for it but dont have it. i know it's stressful for the consultant to suppress them into the things they are not so ready. but practices make perfect, i believe in that! i shall be mindful to be humble! thanks Lord! :D third & forth, is the verse that remind me to be mindful of what's out of my mouth! i thank those who kept reminding me & scolded me because i always say vulgarities! for they meant well, i shall need to step out in faith! i dont want to be condemn! i want to be faithful! to be God-Like! thanks Lord for reminding me! indeed, you're so great!

today had a script review with chiuyen. found some mistake i should change. but more or less, it doesn't really matters. because the problem doesn't lies one me, it's about them. hmmm. i should also be mindful. i know im just paid to produce appointment. as long as i produce, i earn cash. once they agree to meet, they are opening themselves up. i just hope consultant can be positive & pray that God will also move in their needs as well. God answered my prayer by increasing the amount of hope i give them, so they should cherish all of them in fact! nevertheless, i will also enhance my part. let's all do our best! :D

this week alot of testimony to share! i got blessed so wonderfully! thanks samuel for the coffee bean voucher! that im able to once taste the drink over there! :D

Lord, indeed you're so great! let tomorrow be as great! i cant wait for the new me! let it purely be because of YOU! amen!