it's over, why rant about it? yes i see the effort & have i say i dont appreciate it? i know deep in my heart what is there & what is not, you dont have to emphasize. dont give yourself another excuse to break free from the responsibility. i just hope you cherished this relationship before, like what i really did. 2 things to note in relationship ; time & person, if both are right, then congrats you all are perhaps meant to be. i used to tell myself you're the right man, perhaps the wrong time. but now i know, you're not the right man, & we are definitely at the wrong time. i wish you all the best, & the girl in your life in the future too, may she be able to bring you out of anything you need to be. take care. let it be my fault then, im already numbed shouldering all faults, one more doesn't make any differences.

today is service! i was so looking forward! & i almost fell asleep! gomenasai! cos the word perhaps was a logos to me. very chim & difficult to understand. at least i know what pastor is trying to say. i praised out loud during praise & sang out loud during worship. i always believe God will take me to a higher level! i wanna give my all to God! :D

what touches me the most today, was after service. xin stood out & asked me if im really alright. as usual i answered her a yes. it will always be my answer :D but she want to pray for me. & i was really shocked. jasmine was there to pray for me as well. im really touched! :D friends laid hands onto me & prayed out loud. i teared, xin really prayed well. every word into my heart. thanks for that girl.

making surprises with ting & xin. hoho! :D

tomorrow will be our audition. im excited but not nervous because what i really have in mind is the own recording that we will be having! i will be uploading in my blog definitely! :D

special thanks to W426 & W473 for all the supports! always there to support even during our training. i love you guys!

all the best! PassioNaliseD! & ting who is singing solo! :D

Lord! embrace me :D