i went to work feeling so blue, which means that im suffering from monday blue! felt so reluctant although i know i have to work. dragged my feet as usual to work place. im glad huiming is there at least to accompany me. but caleb steals her away halfway luh! D: made me work alone facing the wall for the rest of 4 hours. i was so bored, unmotivated & also reluctant lah! was so stressed up eventually when cindy & ruxin came and sit behind me! because there's this wall of awkwardness i have with them. i dont know. very stressed up. but i told God i want peace in my heart. im being paid as a telemarketer, so i shall do my best during that hour. true enough, i proceed to the next batch of office leads, 3 appointments for karen today! Praise the Lord. took a break & ate my bread. i told my self, 2 hours for chiuyen today, let's expect 2 appointments for her at least. however, God is always good! 4 appointments for her! in total i have 7 appointments today! Praise the Lord! Joanna said i improved a lot, but i told her it's because of the leads they gave. most of all, the Lord my daddy is always with me, i can gurantee this! i was so blessed during work today! Lord, i know you're beginning to bless me with so much more so that i can bless my consultant in return! i give grace to you!
let me quote verses from the bible to explain this (thanks Jas for the help!):
Now may He who supplies seed to the sower, and bread for food, supply and multiply the seed you have sown and increase the fruits of your righteousness- NKJV 2 Corinthians 9 : 10
He gave me the seed to sow, so that when i sow, He can multiply the seed i had sown & bless me more! why do i say so? He gave me one or two small appointments for my consultant, because i asked Him for it! & when i begin to bless my consultant by those small amount of appointments, God bless me with more appointments, so that im able to bless my consultant with more! i always wanted to be a blessing more than a cursing to my consultant, & indeed true enough, more than what i expected was the amount of appointment i received & the amount i was able to give & sow again. i believe that i will be blessed much more if i bless others. but God work in a special way that He is our source & provider! thank God for that!
give so that you can receive, receive so that you can give. because God is fair & truly more than that!
received 2 major & unexpected blessing today! went to send sweekeng off at the airport after my work, because he is leaving for NS training at taiwan for 3 weeks! sweekeng! we will miss you! i will miss you playing the guitar during CG! please take loadsa care! come back with a tone up body! haha! :D because they say training there is tough! oh man! you better take care! i laughed so hard when the members keep kacauing him to get things back for them! please do so! especially the cup noodles ting wants! :D
God's blessings always come just right in time. why do i say so? because sherrie asked if i wanna share a meal with her at popeye today. because she said she cant finish the whole lot, maybe sharing a buddy meal will be preferred. i agreed but accompanied ting to get some less heaty stuffs. to my surprise, sherrie want to bless me with a meal, so it's her treat! because i dont have that kind of money to buy the food which is so ex over there. i almost wanted to use the tithing money because i was too famished! but God says "ky, sherrie shall bless you, so that you dont have to use that sum of money" praise the Lord! i accepted her blessing because i was really famished to quarrel with her -.- but always be remindful of what xin always like to scold, dont be selfish and reject blessings, because people would want to bless you & be blessed! amen for that! i believe God know what i need what at which time, & He work through Man & not Methods, therefore i shall not reject blessings from now on, from people who really want to bless me :D
1115pm was the time we were leaving the airport. sherrie suggested that she fork out for the cab fare for us to reach home because there'll not be any transport soon. i was too shocked to say anything. accept or reject? made into a difficult spot. i kept asking if it's really alright. when we reached bangkit, ting shared the sum with sherrie! omg! so blessed today! safe trip home paid with a fulfilling dinner paid as well! Lord, i really thank you for the blessings You showered unto me. im looking forward to more & more of you!
1.37am! sweekeng smsed & said he's flying now! Bon Voyage dude! have a safe & blessed trip! i look forward for you to be back! take care always! :D
how blue can this monday be? for Lord is always with me wherever i go! started the week so well. since this is only the starting, how will my week be like? more pages to be filled for my diary! Lord, i will look forward to more of you, expect the goodness of you!
Lord, thanks for starting my week with blessings. i know You're a generous God that wouldnt wanna stop blessing! i pray that you will answer more of my prayer! i wanna stand in with you whenever i go. pray that i will have a strong foundation with you ever, so when faith & fear collide, im still standing with you! amen! :D