how should i feel? i can only say God's presence was in me so strong! :D

ting came to my house & she only slept at 530am this morning. because her com crashed! & she need to download the minus one track, also for her friends being the always kind-hearted girl. haha! planned to go to W473's CG today! because i thought i wanna help mikki out :D woke up at 930am because the girls lai chuang! but we made it in time! im glad everything works! we did cards for mikki after our practices yesterday midnight! because i want her to feel loved, to understand that i really really really appreciate her in my life, being my friend & my leader, my role model & my pillar. i look upon her now when im feeling down. shares first with her my good news. mikki! jiayou! pull thru this tough period & there'll be light at the end of the tunnel. give me a call when you need my help, i will do it within my ability :D jiayou!

rushed down to riverwalk after CG! very tiring. nothing prepared on the way. xin havent even changed into clothes! i thought i look kinda weird today too. but i know it's my step of faith. samsam lost her way in central! D: made me panic & talked so loudly over the phone. luckily bowen was there to guide her back. arigatoh! :D

was fun! went into lecture room 4, which is our audition room. was VERY nervous because firstly, there is new faces! the judges are more professional this time. secondly, we were the first few to sing. my heart was really pumping very hard, until i felt to dizzy. i thought i would faint, i asked God to give me peace & calmness, just let us do our best. & God really worked! because confidence arised! when i made my way infront. i thought the girls felt it too! :D God is always great! so we sang, when the music starts!

& guess what? we were told to stop halfway. why? because there was technical problem. so the judges asked us if we can sing again. sure thing of course! we will be glad to do so! she asked us not to move but sing, cos previously she already saw our movement. so we sang, at the point of time, when the judges gave us assurance, i know we will be able to do our best. so we really sang, no matter how well or how bad, we gave our best :D at the end, everyone clapped for us! for the first time the clapping in the room was so loud, was so loud! im really happy, too happy for words! i thought we did beyond wad we expected, but not our very best thou, we can always be better! :D but kudos to PassioNaliseD! group is always so great! because, we can trust one another, we can rely on one another! i can be certain that, our friendship grow because of this competition too! i really appreciate you girls in my life! also adding on to all my best friends around!

the judge asked me before we sang the second round:
judge: are you having a sore throat?
me: nope, this is my voice.

LOL! people laugh can. i really felt that im engaged with the small little crowd, & the atmosphere really liven up! & the judge smiled too! because of that, i smiled too! i really am glad that we are there! joining shot to fame! because it boost up our CONFIDENCE. i really felt that im more confident! & i wanna thank Lord for that!

special thanks to : W426 & W473 for always being there for us! :D
they never miss any session from the start when we were only training, until we were in audition. i wanna give thanks to them! thanks guys, i really appreciate every single one of you, because not only the event shot to fame, but you have made impact in my life :D

no matter how, PassioNaliseD will make an effort to finish the whole song as well as we can, & we will soon have our own recording. jiayou! :D

Lord, catch me when i fall. for without you, im nothing.