// An-ge-line.


God's child, CHC W426 & W473 spells love. Formerly from Greenridge Primary, Chua Chu Kang Secondary, and currently in Singapore Polytechnic, class of DBA14 in the year of 2009/10. Celebrates growth every 10th day of February, 'm eighteen this year. A'dores music and singing and sports like netball. Contact yours truly at funkyhotshot69@hotmail.com

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// iDesires


1) To grow spiritually stronger
2) W426& W473 to grow stronger
3) PassioNaliseD
4) Pastor Kong& family
5) Financial Breakthrough
6) Family's Salvation

Crumpler Bag, laptop cooler pad, laptop skin, in-line skate, colorful clothing, Guitar

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Double Clicks
W473 | W426 | Xiaxue | Ps Kong | Ps Phil | WYZ! | by Ombre |




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// Instant thoughts

First Love (:



// Spell your thoughts




// Plurk




// Daily clicks




// Sing-a-long


 




the clique noticed, jerry noticed that im emotionally unstable this week. he is so observant haha :D i just hope we get along well, at least until the sem ends. im not making use of them because i need companion, but i sincerely want to know them better & to blend it better too. i thank God that mcg is well now, at least my effort has paid off.

today's mood is better, at least better than yesterday's. "still-hillsong" sang me to sleep yesterday. it's a very nice song.

very soothing, very slow, very peaceful, God's presence is so tangible. i kept reaching out, telling Lord to wipe my tears, to heal my heart. i love you so much daddy :D
*i will be still, know you're God*

swingswingswing, moodswing, please swing away, im gonna recover, im gonna learn to smile.

im living in fear in school. because of her, not purposely, but unintentionally. i've tried my best, but right now im still trying.

all along, i dont like touches. be it stead like des or darren, i always try my best to psycho myself, they are my boy, they have the rights to just hold hands or hug. i told myself to accept all those, & perhaps nothing else more than that. i agree with darren, he used to ask me why i dont look into his eyes. & he hit right at the jackpot, i dont like sudden kisses from him. im afraid of sudden physical moves. i thought i was abnormal, i thought because my love for them is not there.

she gave me 2 sudden hugs from the back in school. it gave me a huge blow. up til now, as long as she's one inches away from or towards me, i will move back with an immediate action. when she look me i will pretend she doesn't exist. im full of fear, fear gripped me. how can she? i merely wanted to be her friend, & she did this to me.

mikki says everyone has their own love language, there is 5 languages in total (quote from cynthia's blog):

Words of Affirmation: I feel especially loved when people express how grateful they are for me, and for the simple, everyday things I do. (Generally in words/writings)
Quality Time: I feel especially loved when a person gives me undivided attention and spends time alone with me
Receiving Gifts: I feel especially loved by someone who brings me gifts and other tangible expressions of love
Acts of Service: I feel especially loved when someone pitches in to help me with some work or running some errands
Physical Touch: I feel expecially loved when a person expresses feelings for me through physical contact


which is yours? i shared the incident with mikki. a hug from the back twice, not once. she said maybe her love language & how she expresses love is by physical touch & there's nothing wrong with that. ohmy! i dislike physical touch, whether you find me normal or not. perhaps my love language is acts of service since i always tell darren action speaks louder than words. i dont know lah. she should at least ask me, instead of being touchy from the back. it has set this relation into a very awkward stage. i dont think i want to continue. im running away from it instead. ahh! somemore save me pls. i dont like when she walk delibrately pass me, hit me or look at me. i feel so uneasy! i want to change class lah! D:

went to find ahqiu jie today after school. the bus driver ain't friendly at all when i took the effort to ask how many stops to yuhua sec =.= but at least noi picked me up. 2 friends today, noi & kailing. heard from daddy & mummy that kailing's family very close with ahqiu jie. haha! i hope i will have fun working with them :D

re do my PACC homework. starting on econs tomorrow i guess. im dead beat! im off to bed soon. i cant wait for tomorrow! SERVICE at JW! Lord, im coming! heal me heal me hehe!

Lord, bring a smile to me.



to passerby: use your own name bah. thanks for the effort by trying to really act like a passerby by first commenting on my blog. perhaps i know you too well, or still know you well. i know you're darren. thanks anyway. take care.