firstly, i dont know what is happening but i kept sleeping! wanted to find another part time job to keep my mornings busy, but im like sleeping for more than 12 hours a day. yixin! now i can understand how you can sleep that long you know~ lol :D

woke up at 11plus because nuer called me & said cannot reach jh erzi. but in the end they met up & came to my house. first time for both of them, & for my mum to see them too. i get to know what happened to my mum already, she fell & sprained her waist. Lord, give me her pain, i dont mind if i sprain my waist because im still young. so please take away the pain in her & heal her miraculously. people, please pray for speedy recovery for my mummy alright! arigatoh :D lapis erzi could not make it to meet nuer & jh erzi, therefore jh erzi sent nuer home & went home himself too. i appreciate that both of them are down today too :D make my day colorful. but when can we have the perfect outing uh? jh erzi! plan harder! =X

work was hectic for me. but the thought that karen would come down today made it worthwhile? but consultants are all busy? because she's handling another work. seeing that xin's consultant can be by her side yesterday, i felt so xingfu. although her consultant is pushy, but i thought if i have my consultant to be there when i need her, i wont mind a pushy one :D anw karen bought me my favourite crunchy kitkat chocolate, how sweet of her! 2 bars of kitkat for me today. was amazed when she remembers that i love that bar you know~ :D cheers. karen stayed for one hour. im willing to work harder to squeeze appointment out for her. i hope she dont fire me! :( cos im still a newbie & i will jiayou de! anw i was shocked when she wants me to help another consultant call too! she recommended me & said i was not bad. omg can -.- nervous! but i will jiayou! arigatoh karen :D

a customer threw shyt on me. i shall call all people in my list "customer" because one day they might be. Mr Ng gladly threw his pile of shyt on me. how sarcastic can he go? asked me to call 10mins later cos he's busy perhaps & i did. i called 10mins later. he was at some construction work side i suppose, damn freaking noisy & i said "pardon" like more than 10 times? toying me around like i owed him? im merely doing my job, aren't i? i greatly appreciate customer who says, "i know it's not your fault & you're just doing your job" ha, this old man didn't. kept asking me question like "do you sign up for that promotion too? your parents, friends, relatives? you cant even answer my questions, how you want me to listen? meeting your consultant? what if i dont buy in return? since it's so good, then answer me lah, ask your family members buy lah. you dont have savings account is it? then you expect people buy?" seriously F him, because im just merely doing my job. OLD FOGGY. if you cant afford to purchase one, then dont criticize it. if you think you did a great job "tickling" me off over the phone, boast to your friends that you ticked one telemarketer off, then you're oh so wrong. over the phone is nothing glory, if you want to win me, come over right in front of me, i will be so glad to entertain you. i see if your strength is greater than mine, old foggy. the lady behind me burst out laughing after i put down the phone, laughing at the old foggy of course. but i was too mad to laugh & i teared. oh man! how vulnerable can i go? i didn't tear because i was sad, but rather because i was pissed. im gonna be strong. no setbacks pulling me down. i know im new, but im strong. just you wait.

ting & i felt the same way. hate it when guys boast about themselves too much. if you dont agree, you can skip this paragraph because it's just some random post. i know guys has pride & ego problem to face, but the way to "recover" from that is not to continue boasting, but to be humble. ting asked J when she met him about this, " you guys , talk until ur like very big nia. like wann to show you are more man , is it true ? " & J replied, " ya , man is like that de , cos wan look more man for girls to fall on marhs. like got an quan gan ". oh dear, if lying can give girls an quan gan, i dont see the purpose. stand up on your feet man, words speak louder than words, in case you dont know it. show it instead of doing much talking. anyway, im not talking about anybody in particular, just guys in general.

accompanying my sister to hospital tomorrow with my daddy. & now im so addicted to instant porridge luh! buying more & hiding it in case my daddy scold. tomorrow combine cell again! im looking forward :D jiayou for tomorrow ky!

Lord, thanks for pulling me through the day. no matter what, let me shine in the workplace as well. show me my ability & capability too. i dont wanna let karen down. let me always serve & help & ask nothing more in return, because i enjoy it, alright :D