im sorry for not posting yesterday. cos was too sian to post anything up. let me give some brief description about what happened yesterday. my mum isn't getting any better, but im still praying for healing for her, guys, do join me alright. include my mum into your prayer list. Lord, help my mum recover faster. looking at her now, i felt so useless. i dont know what to do. perhaps this is the first time she injure herself so badly that it left me feeling so.. sigh. she'll get older i know, no doubt about that. if this is considered small case & yet i dont know what to do, what about the future. while typing this, God reminded me that we should not worry about the future, for he will take care of it. Thanks Lord :D

Matthew 6:34 - NKJV
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

i did this wallpaper 2days back? for myself. because i find what Mikki preached was really impacting & useful. since i dont choose to use Vista in my lappy, i thought i should make a wallapaper to contain my favourite verse to motivate me on in whatever im down. work, studies & life. Lord, i know i need you! Darren using it too! he says my motivation is his as well :D




you know my msn is funkyhotshot69@hotmail.com. my favourite song is hotshot from "The forbidden City" 's OST i think. now this show is going to be my favourite show too! Jerry Yan & Show is dashing! haha. i like their very kuazhang style. i love the song "Superman" & i like this part "yeah 我是 superman, yeah 我是 superman, yeah 我是 superman, yeah 你是 loser!" haha :D now i understand why tongyao put this as personal nick.

DJmax level 36 le. im getting bored le lah. but i only play for less than a week. maybe find something else to do bah.

tomorrow going jogging with Darren! im running 6 rounds & 10 rounds for him. looking forward to it. i wan to jianfei lah! jianfei! here i come! D:

Karen didn't send me the contact list leh! i dont know how am i going to work tomorrow! gosh. please send me by tonight. please please.

alright. i saw huixin got a job lobang in her personal nick. i want to get myself another job. so i asked about it. i was about being a Venture Era which i also dont know. the pay is around 150bucks - 250bucks per assignment which an assignment is normally one day long. i thought that i should try it out cos the pay is not bad. i began to sms friends who are having holidays to come with me, however Darren find it fishy about this & went to check it out. after explanation from huixin, he found this site that taught me all. you guys can check it out http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=1114510&page=3. they are legal con mans who make use of teenagers like us to sell health products. of course the pay so high lor. God spoke to Darren about that, He said a big NO to him. im glad that Darren found out about it & taught me all. haha! how naive can i be. Huixin also learnt about that, & she was angry with her poly friend for lying. See? your knowledge can save alot of people haha! so proud of you! Kudos Darren baby :D

Darren asked me to watch this online.



It is about Hillsong Pastor Michael Guglielmucci lying about his cancer. he faked cancer because his church was dying & losing people. he lied to alot of people in which they believed. even his parents too. He was also very addicted to pornography in which he confessed. he claimed that people outside Church wouldn't understand. i was actually utterly disappointed. because this song, Healer, was one of my favourite song, that he wrote & impacted alot of people. Planetshakers & Hillsong were 2 bands that believed in him. however, they were not involved. no matter what, i still love the song as the meaning is still as beautiful.

"More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope."

- Romans 5:3-4 (ESV)