alright, i wanna thank my beloved Mikki Charis for the above 2 items! haha :D it is an encouragement card from her & the other one is Marshmallow bought Muji. arigatoh :D

this morning i went to check my result, seriously disappointing. not because i didn't do well, but because it wasn't up to my expectation. because i really worked hard therefore i really expect more too. i shall not disclose my result here because i wanna keep it confidential, but kudos to all that really did well. i could say the rest were pretty alright, just that MOB which has a highest credit unit of 6 pulled me hell way down. but still, Praise the Lord i passed that module i which i failed in the beginning :D

certainly, what Mikki said was really true. i indeed put too much emotion into the things i do. to recall, nothing else could describe it. i wanna thank God for the meet up today with Mikki. the meet up wasn't too late, nor was it too early but just at the right time. i know i wanna meet her up because she can encourage me by the word of God. thanks Mikki loads (: i greatly appreciate the time you forked out haha!

i will do my best, because God will do the rest. i believe the effort i gave initially would not come to a waste. because maybe it might not show now, but it will definitely show later. i will continue to have faith in God, because He's the support i could really need. i apologise still for swearing and cursing when i got my result initially -.- btw, Mikki! i really opened the card with LOVE okayys! :D haha! slowly & gently.

beside encouraging me, Mikki bought me around! cos you know im a frog in a well -.- i dont shop around, i dont walk alot. i like to stay in my own comfort zone. but im now learning & trying to step out of it! she says outward appearance matters alot too! because it reflects your inward attitude. so i wanna change lah, but how -.- jian fei & earn money first then say bah. saving hard so that i can learn how to shop during year end. anybody interested? :D

im blessed! thanks Mikki. Lord i pray that you shall hold me whenever i fall, teach & guide me in your way. because i know, i wont collapse with you, be my strength always. i will succeed next time, you shall be my glory :D amen!