im back home. after having dinner at xin's house. bored to death, so went to her house to eat together. watched F1 with the whole family as well. was great! because im happy F1 took place in Singapore. i saw alot of sponsors advertising too -.- was actually supporting Massa. but towards the end, Alonso took over and won! i pity the guy who was 5th & was completing the race in 1x laps. because he knocked onto the wall & disqualified. i love car racing! i miss playing daytona in arcade -.- that is so random haha! :D

mopped the floor today! cleared my room & changed the bed sheet. my mum said i helped her because im in a good mood today. laughoutloud! but i did right! i need to jianfei lah, apple for lunch today (: im proud that i didnt eat any junk food today! *pat* was really dizzy after those work. sweated a lot! could not take it so napped for 2hours? now im not so tired. im alright le! im guai hai zi okayys! :D

working tomorrow, im reluctant. what jolin said was right, i cant produce fruits if im not even enjoying what im doing. but i told my consultant what i really dislike, yet she still insist. since she's paying me, what can i say much? she said im pampered, perhaps i dont ask much for anything. i dont know. im not enjoying definitely. i hope i can overcome. be patient. move it!

what about you? i no longer feel your presence. i no longer long for you to cheer me up whenever im down. are we still meant to be? hang on or move on? Lord, tell me please.

Lord, heal ting! bless working tomorrow!