had been feeling empty deep down these few days. friends are exciting, meeting ups are great too. but why do i still feel so empty deep down in my heart? is it some things i ought to do haven't been fulfilled? i dont know. what can i do? keeping myself busy i thought was the best way.

ting & xin ton at my house yesterday. had girls talk. it's always so fun. shuffled things that darren gave & did, they envied. how much i cherished too. ting was busy rushing those assignments she aimed to do, while xin & i slacked & stare blankly in the air. has our conversation went down? i dont know too. the most funny part was when we decided to sleep at 5plus in the morning. xin slept beside me as usual & ting slept on the mattress. when we finally settled down & say our individual prayers, xin burst out laughing because she prayed that she wont drop onto ting -.- diaos can. LOL! but indeed it was fun. & i cant believe that im the last to wake up this afternoon at 12.44pm! & was shocked when my consultant text me & said i will be starting work at 530pm. not much time left for fellowshipping. anw, iggy kor came to my house too, for a while. & ting went home at around 3 plus when iggy kor & xin went at 4 plus.

work was smooth today. at least i really learn quite a handful of things. thanks karen for being patient. anw, karen paid for my sushi! i was like so damn paiseh because i actually took quite a handful too -.- & she insisted she wanna pay for it. shall treat her when i receive pay bah! i will work hard de! i met my target today, & that is 2 appointments. kudos! thanks Lord for always being by my side! 81dails, 48reach & 2 appointments. tomorrow shall be another improvement day!

thanks Lord for everything, make my life more beautiful & full of your purpose!