The story plot struck everyone's subconscious i think. people tearing in deep thought and i think im able to understand why. mothers being ill-treated yet she kept saying, it was alright, it is alright. the expression that the mother gave in the movie after knowing that her eldest son brought her to the old folks' home was unbearable to everyone i guess, i teared much during this part.
i know i will never ever being my parents to the old folks' home. the most i would do if im busy is to find a professional nurse or a specialised person to take care of my parents. what if i dont have the money to do so? well, i will just work part time and take care of them. are you sure? you would ask. is it too early to plan than to persecute? i dont think so. i never thought of sending them to the old folk's home although i would agree that it is the most convenient way to do so. however, the easy way out to everything isn't the right way at all! dont forget that your parents gave you the most attention when you were young, the decisions they make to give you life were all because they love you. although there are many borken homes in this world, perhaps there are parents who claim that they dont love their children, but i always remmeber that it is your parent's decision to give you life, even if they dont give you the best "bringing up" you would ever desire. smile more, learn to love your parents today :D it is never too late.
i teared so much lah. until rolling laogong came and say "diulian hor" LOL! then samsam uses cheapchip to wipe my tears, xiexie luh :D my DALE was filled with tears lah. so it means that she cried too! right? haha. i would recommend that you watch this movie with your parents or grandparents :D aiyah, my sister also complain i cry til very jialat, but im easily moved de ma! -.-had dinner with xin and her family. ting had to go home earlier cos her daddy reached home and suspect. than left me so paiseh lah. then xin's mummy had to treat me food & drinks -.- first time eat with her whole family, actually fellowshipped a while and find that actually her mum kinda lame leh, can click LOL! because im lame! (: thanks xin mummy for dinner. haha. went to xin's house. chatted a lil. after exam going her house ton! woots (: im looking forward.
i hate it when my parents shift all blames to Christianity. im trying my best to endure, thinking and persuading myself that they do not understand fully enough to make any judgement. they suspect i put christian things in my laptop. in which i did not use christian blogskin, neither did i use it as wall paper & friendster skin. i merely put "CROSSES" before my name. be it MSN nick or friendster profile. "things will clash de you know? you must understand that our house is baibai one, then you put your laptop at home like this, no wonder things aren't going smoothy" & yes, my dad is at the verge of losing his job already. i can tell you that, if he really loses his job, he CONFIRM blame onto Christianity. they asked me, how's my friend's family like? i said, other than sam & xin, all come from rather complete family. then they blame, "see lah, samsam de parents like that, xin de parents like that, ting's health like that all because things clashes" i dont see the logic. i just wan God's spirit to overwhelm the whole family. i dont care about their religion, since they dont bother & can also insult mine. i told them the truth, im going to Church & i want to be a Christian. why? just because i can minimize lies so that i can get myself out of the house. it worked that way, yes, lies minimized. but i know more is yet to come. Lord im prepared. im gonna fight this battle for you. dont let wild thoughts shake me, firm me up. amen :D
alright, needa study a lil before i sleep. Lord, thanks for keeping me alive kicking. bless tomorrow's test a great and pleasant one. thanks!