[ Mood | Uncertain ]
[ Listening to | Tongue Tied ]

this is the 238th post for this year! finally same as the previous blog which is from year 05-07 i guess? so it had shown that i blogged so much this year than usual previous years.

woke up early today. if my mum didn't wake me up, i wouldn't know it's already 845am. ting came at around 930am. we started our revision. she's gone for service & bible study today now & will be back any moment, with xin i guess, back to my house for more revision. she's fasting today for her foreseen result coming in 2months time, Lord, give her the strength & determination.

i thought i should blog before they come? just couldn't get rid of Tongue Tied in my head. im in love with this song.


my mind is in a whirl now, i had been avoiding this for the past 2 posts? someone asked me "what's wrong with you & sandy?" & i went "huh?!" how could i not possibly know what's wrong? did i do someting wrong again? i almost went berserk, trying to ask them if they know anything, but to no avail. my heart shattered.

i thought it must be something really big, because jie took me down from her friendster NTUC column list, she took me down from her links too. it was last updated her profile a few days ago, does it mean that i did something wrong a few days back without me even realising? what kind of xiaomei am i? with no sensativity at all. when jie was really pissed i guess, she posted up asking those who dont know not to interfere, what does that mean?

sandy jie, if i really did something big making you so angry, then you scold me again in your blog, in red words again, big enough for everyone to see. at least i know what's going on. scold me again, please :(

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it's now 10.20pm. everyone is coaching ting E maths now, xin & ling (: jiayou ting! because everyone is working hard for you too :D

thanks for coming up to my house. they all pack big food small food come my house eat. haha. so long since we gather like that. it will soon be time when samsam join in too! :D i miss my samsam. loves.

thanks mikki & wen chieh for coming just now. you guys really make a difference in my life :D

i wanna play o2mania now once again. jiayou!

Lord, guide me in your way (x