how should i put it? hmmm. my mum told me in the morning asking me not to wonder about too much. i cooled down before blogging this. otherwise there might be more vulgarities than what i can control myself. my daddy was angry & he said it was Christianity that led me "astray". but they dont understand. they are just taking advantage of the situation to push all the blame to Christianity. if it was in the past, they would just push the blame to my friends saying they taught me bad stuffs. perhaps i just need to reflect upon myself. try to stay at home accompany them more. but still, no topics between me & my daddy. i think i shall leave it all unto the Lord. thinking all about it on the train to school. emoing once again.

clarified my doubt with the PACC tutor. thanks alot cher! loves. i shall redo everything, including my own PACC mcq assignment book & shall find her next week again. she'll give me a call to confirm. did some PACC til im kinda dizzy right now luh -.-

tomorrow is prayer meeting! from 7am to 8am. i really hope i can get out of the house so smoothly! Lord, please! jiu suan is going for one day, i also dont care. let me put all my heart & faith into just this prayer meeting. let the situation go so smoothly for once. Lord, i know you can do it.

"And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him."

Hebrews 11:6 (NIV)

taken this from the "Verse of the day" column on the right. i really think God is trying to answer my questions. he's just testing how much faith i have in Him. dont doubt the Lord. i shall prove by tomorrow's prayer meeting.

was trying to nap a while when mikki called me & told me about the telemarketing! there's consultant who need telemarketers! so im going to go for the interview this wednesday 7pm @ tanjong pagar! Lord, please let me get this job. i know it will be enough to sustain everything i need. Lord, please let the interview go so smoothly.

special thanks to Mikki & Michelle (:

im relying on the Lord. see how many wonders i'll show!

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above are pictures that we took together as a friend for around 5 years? UPs & DOWNs sometimes but we do solve problems together (: 4 years as a team in netball i wont forget. A pro she is. i still remember her favorite coach! Mr Joseph! She's forever so cheerful & always filled with laughters. She's always so LAME! all my lameness learnt from her de! haha! but actually we look quite different from now leh! but we havent got a chance to take another "couple" photo you know~ so give us some time yea? LOL!

Rolling arh Rolling~ finally same age as me liao. Jiayou in everything leh! LDG lahs, Studies lahs, Ministry lah, & many many more lah! got problems can always find me de leh! although you're the one who always make me smile. i hope you like the prezzie alot alot too! chill out together soon!

take care always!

ending off with a birthday song (:

happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to chou rolling laogong~~
happy birthday toooo youuuu~~~

CHEERS!