byebye Fated To Love You. im finally done watching the show. finished the last episode, episode 24. great but long winded show lah -.- now xin is watching it le. really some parts damn funny LOL!

alright, i admit i cried in school today. but nevertheless God calmed me down, spoke to me. i spammed myself with worship song, even zach could tell. tell me how much useless can i go? i dont know. i was affected so easily, why couldn't i be strong? i was shaken by everything, just one thing, how i let God down. i know im still precious in His eyes, im gonna stand strong. after all these while, how i know it is important to me. i know im strong, even stronger than before, & God will make me even strong. this time around, im still independent, im gonna do it, because i can. thanks xin for praying for me. because she knows how easily shaken i could get (:

im done with the micro economics for one last time! cheers for that. im REALLY in holiday le! working soon! earning money! shopping with my jiemeis! i love it!

how vulnerable i can get. no matter how hard i try to tell myself im strong, am i really strong? perhaps on the outside, perhaps on the surface. i should have looked into different perspective before making any judgement, before making any conclusion. but God understands me, & He will pull me through. if you even realise, im really very very hurt :( i think im defeated once again, rolling laogong, i owe you one more pasta mania lah -.- you win lor

tingting is moody too! so i've decided to fetch her from school with xin tomorrow!~ hopefully we can make it in time! buying sweet sweet for her too (: ting jiayou! school is just school lah!

anyway! there're also some things that will make my day. i just dont feel like going home, so i called xin & wanted to find her. didn't thought i will meet iggy kor for pool also, because i wasn't jio-ed. but still wanna get myself from thinking too much so i went. gomenasai if im really being too extra just now lah. but you know what?! i think i did improve on my pool skills leh. from that time so noob in nuer's house, til now, at least can hit LOL! but today i keeping shooting ball into the hole leh! he is called Mr. White -.- then keep letting iggy kor have free ball lor. but nvm, will polish up again. enjoyed iggy kor & xin 's accompany today. im alright! (:

i wanna jam a while.

Lord, thanks for keeping me alive. keep me strong! (:

tags replies:

everlyn: ya lor! another everlyn LOL! thought only your name got that extra "R" one -.- such a coincidence (:
ting: it's alright lah! next time still have chances (: misses! see ya tomorrow!
iggy: KOR! where got cheat your feelings! must go archieve mah! cos i only limit one post to show up per day mah -.- got xin's birthday video lah! click "august 2008" & find "august 20" post jiu you le! thanks for today (:
sandy: JIEEEE :DDDD loves! dont emo le! cannot emo! hug that elmo (: i want a smile alright !