wahhhhh;
finally finish episode 14 for the show;
fated to love you;
simply detest anna & sympathy xinyi;
one more month to go before the whole series of 22 episodes are out;
im desperate for the finale;
i want to know how they will be back to each other;
im mad about shows now~
wahahaha!

im afraid to click on the link;
im afraid to face her in school;
i dont want anything that contains that would hurt me;
i cherish this friendship before;
therefore i felt so hurt;
im trying my best to balance out;
that they are not the only friends i have;
but in school, you still gonna rely on them;
i once said she's my silent motivator;
i once admire how she manage her studies;
i once walk together with her as a group goes;
i once pester her to coach me on my studies;
i once thought we could be best of friends;
but it is the past, right;
no more turning back;
life is so cruel, just because of one wrong step i made;
dont i deserve another chance?
i know lord is helping me;
i just hope situation can turn around;
that im involved and not the background;
i pray for this breakthrough in jesus's name;

today was a tiring day i guess;
had fun during the experiential learning in school for mob;
i guess my team did really not bad;
i still like team with jerry & jess;
because they are the ones that motivates me to carry on with projects;
i hope more projects with them;
& will set my mind at ease;

im so looking forward;
jie helping me redye my hair this thursday;
i hope it will turn out nice;
i wanna lose weight & try to wear contacts again;
i wanna turn into a more feminine person;
but without case, it seems a lil hard;
let me try my best (:
thanks jie alot alot!
loves always ^^

thanks kai for today!
i dont know if dinner suits you!
cos i dont know your eating habits;
but i will learn de;
thanks for always being that efficient;
one call and you're be down;
im sorry for the trouble that i caused you to;
maybe staying that far really shows you're a great friend!
im looking forward to next tuesday;
i hope you can help me learn about what the technician says;
then next time i dont need them le -.-
so troublesome de!
cos i dont know anything mahs;
but still, thousands of thanks!
take care always!
see ya soon x)

thanks lord for keeping me alive;
i wanna pray for financial breakthrough;
& also for determination;
you rawks;
i stone;

with love;
yimyim