met up with him today. i thought i wont like the idea. but i have to, maybe this sound better. we aren't interfering with each other's life anymore. i hope i wont regret letting him go initially. i dont know if im looking towards the one year pact. perhaps by then, he will move on already. if that is so, i wont put myself into the hurt that i knew later. i dont know how & what i should do. i just kept thinking so badly about him that i wont ache when i bypass places that contains our memories. perhaps that is the best way for us now. i dont know how he thinks. perhaps i shouldn't too. but i hope he will at least let me know when he decided to give up. all the best in his life :D
things are getting well prepared. please let it go so smoothly. it tickles my nerves to think of it. im so excited for it!
today's mob experiential learning was great. kudos to dba05! the class did well as a whole. and it really was an experiential learning. it is the first time exposing to their outdoor side and it really amazed me. i love dba05. i dont want to change class liao lah!
today hurts. i teared silently.
im so looking forward to tomorrow's bbq event! wahhh! i wanna fly there after school. rolling laogong, must sms me the bus number to take and where to alight arh! later i lost my way then jialiat! hope it will be a successful event. i see rolling laogong's effort!
lord,thanks for keeping my heart beating and me alive kicking. lord please bless that tomorrow's exam will be under my will & also tomorrow's outreach to be a fun & joyous event! amen!
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jiahong: er zi! mummy miss you like siao! & nuer too. find time all free go out jalan jalan! hope nuer recover fully le! i dont wanna faint again -.-
jazz: i will keep my promise and bring you your one grain of sugar de. haha!
jane: wow, all Js in my tagboard. i thought sinus cannot be cured? how to get well soon? x(