today so exciting a day!
what should i start posting?
hmmm..
why not let's start by looking at some pictures?
cool right?
that's jazz hp lors;
touch screen somemore de;
im jealous liao lahs! -.-
btw, we all have different expressions x)
today woke up at 7am although i slept at 1am in the morn;
i missed the first alarm;
but i know i woke up feeling not tired at all!
volunteered for children's church;
cos they not enough helpers;
so looking forward!
then something happened that made me so pissed off;
i know i should not throw a temper onto anything;
but giving a black face & not speaking is the extent i can go so far;
so im sorry to jazz & rolling laogong, cos they're not paid to entertain moodless ky;
i was really having tummy ache;
prayed for it to pause so that i can find a washroom to let go;
but when i dashed to jurong point since im arriving boonlay;
the basement washroom wasn't available;
call me stupid or whatever, but im not familiar with the mall there;
took me several rounds to find washrooms;
first time in my life man!
went up to the first level again and the washrooms are not available too!
but that wasn't anything at all;
what made me so damn freaking pissed off was..!
the escalator was made unavailable for me to proceed on washroom hunting on the higher levels!
& also, the cleaner shooed me away!
i just need a freaking washroom right?
eventually i did my business at the washroom located outside boonlay mrt;
i got the washroom illness you know;
i need washroom every now & then;
ahhh! forget it!
let's get back to the children church thingy;
i mentioned that it was supposed to be serving as a volunteer in children's church;
but it didn't turn out that way!
why did i say so?
because it was the jams church!
for the disabled people (which includes childen);
initially my heart was beating like crazy;
because i was afraid;
im afraid that i may not know what to react at any situation;
because they do need some special attention;
but looking how lively rolling laogong was;
it gave me the motivation to smile as much as possible too;
when service really started;
the joy & laughter they had really touched my heart;
the teachers were friendly too;
some games & activities;
different atmosphere of christ from our normal service;
i thought i learn quite a lot;
i thought i would need to smile & open their hearts up;
but no! it was the other way round;
they are the friendlier ones!
really make my day!
although it was quite hard to really have them concentrate;
but i know, god is watching & feeling;
they are loved by the lord, their god;
amen!
&&&&& it was bible study again!
with mikki!
but siince jazz & i already received salvation;
so today's bible study was quite short;
but i learnt quite alot;
assurance of salvation!
you have the assurance of;
- acceptance by god!
- fellowship with god!
- authority to be part of god's family;
- newbirth;
- eternal life!
- faith to live the christian life;
- victory over satan & temptation;
& i desire! number 5!
i think everyone also think the same way as me de lah!
but i will work towards the area i need help in;
& i will rely on the lord!
then it was the service!
woots~
by pastor khong!
finally he's back from mission trip!
he gave us some testimonial about pastor alex abraham;
& today's message a lil different too!
exodus 17: 8-13
god works through man, not method!
4 areas to be secured in!
1. self image - how we see ourselves;
knowing ourselves;
for what you vision about yourself is what you will become;
vision a ugly stupid image, you'll be that;
vision a smart & positive image, you'll be that;
so which will you choose?
you can have a saved heart but a non christian mind;
let's vision positive things about ourselves;
successes & things done!
for god's child is always above & not beneath!
2. self worth - how we value ourselves;
how much do we worth?
in god's eyes, we're worth more than what we think we worth;
because we're worth his son, jesus, dying on the cross for us;
romans 8:31-32;
What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?
He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things?
3. self esteem - how we feel about ourselves;
if you think you're ugly, then you're never have a happy personality;
For as he thinks in his heart, so is he. “ Eat and drink!” he says to you, But his heart is not with you. (proverbs 23:7)
And we have known and believed the love that God has for us. God is love, and he who abides in love abides in God, and God in him. (1 john 4:16)
4. self respect - how we honour our dignity;
honour yoursef!
because god is king;
& you are a child of the royalty;
you can serve others, but do not let yourself be humiliated!
servanthood not equals to servile;
let no one despise my youth!
for sometime when you lose, you actually win!
hoho!
impactful sermon!
jane got saved!
& amen for that!
im gonna shine;
im gonna be the salt & light;
im gonna let people see christ in me;
lord, give me what it takes;
tell me the way;
holy spirit, guide me, show me, teach me;
Lord, thanks for keeping me alive;
im gonna study now;
keep me determined to do well;
i lift my exams onto your hands;
you rawks;
i stone;
with love;
yimyim