today i've got alot of things to say. hmmm. maybe i shall start from somewhere. heart-wrenching yet joyous. today darren & i celebrated his birthday in advance. tomorrow is his actual day. was too exhausted to stay up before meeting him. therefore went to nap for a while.

when i wake up my eye red red de lors. so took a fierce photo! roar!

after much thoughts and consideration. darren was late also. we decided to dine at bpp jack's place! it was the first time i dine in there. but the first time i step in there was to book jie's birthday cake.


when darren wasn't around. it was his treat. no nets payment available, therefore he went to draw some cash. the meal cost around 28bucks lors. as usual we would order one set and eat together. was really bloated!


went to lot one and shop. jie called and say she's there with kor too. which darren insisted they were lying. make me wanna laugh til drop dead. jer mummy called and i chatted with her a lil. maybe going out with her tomorrow. waiting for her to confirm her stuffs. bugis tomorrow is she's available! meeting her for the first official time!

bought a couple hp pouch for the first time. cos darren insisted in getting me some things. we went to arcade to catch bearbear, but we failed! it is like forever also cannot get one de lors. was disappointed but was so touched when he kept changing coins just to give it another try. since we couldn't catch one, we bought two! tigger for me and eeyore for him! & now my dale got accompany le! thanks darren!




this is a photo of us when we're 3 months old. still misses the old times. i hope changes would have taken place after a year. that's our one year pact. my birthday wishes for you is to stay healthily when im not around. take care of yourself and be happy always. dont always think too much. if we're meant to be, we'll be back together de. i always believe so. meanwhile, this one year, it's a test for us. we must overcome it. stay spiritually stronger alright! we must be a christian couple that is possible. i promise i will give you my whole heart after the one year pact, 140609. jiayou in everything you do! xiaoqiang always! :d

i love the time we're together. i will learnt to let go of the world. just me you & our heavenly daddy (:

mixed feelings, baby. there's one song im humming now. my favourite song. perhaps best describe my feelings now.