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God's child, CHC W426 & W473 spells love. Formerly from Greenridge Primary, Chua Chu Kang Secondary, and currently in Singapore Polytechnic, class of DBA14 in the year of 2009/10. Celebrates growth every 10th day of February, 'm eighteen this year. A'dores music and singing and sports like netball. Contact yours truly at funkyhotshot69@hotmail.com

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5) Financial Breakthrough
6) Family's Salvation

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sorry for not posting up sermon notes yesterday;
today's post might be a long one;

yesterday i finally went to polyclinic to see doctor;
i went alone early in the morning;
kinda boliao so decided to take my reflection;
it was around 730am bahs;



i reached the clinic at around 755am having the thought that;
people are queuing up & the clinic opens at 8am sharp;
however, to my surprise, there's already long queue & people started registration;
no more nurses at the counter attending to us;
we had to register ourselves using machines;
i was the 105th patient with the number 2105;
brought my laptop with me so that i could use it to kill time;
currently chasing the show 命中注定我爱你;
it is really a good show luh!
touched me til i shed to much tears;
made me laugh til i had countless of tummy ache;
it rawks! i would recommend it! if you have the time;
doctor prescribe 5 medicine for me at the cost of 7.8bucks in total;
i was blessed as my mum paid it for me;
Lord, i will learn to take care of myself;

woots! coming back to the house of god!
to renew my walk with the lord;
i bought a new sermon notebook!
the pages is filled with colors;
& im determined to fill it up asap!
not missing any services & cg meetings;
when i have faith & vision, god provides the provision;
& i strongly believe in that!
im gonna read more of god's words;
so that it can be my light & guide whenever i need it;



so kawaii eh!
im so determined to fill it up!
lord, bless me with determination!

rested for 2 hours before meeting mikki for bible study;
thanks mikki for giving me bible study;
this time i was really attentive;
although im still repeating the first chapter for the third time;
i felt blessed as i recall & giving it deeper thoughts;
i thought i grew up too;

God's plan for salvation (bs chapter one);
God creates the world & he is worthy to receive;
  1. glory (all praise)
  2. honour (all respect & reverence)
  3. power (all dominion)
when men turned away from god, they committed the first two sins;
  1. the refuse to glorify god or worship him as king
  2. they become unthankful for all his daily care
the result from turning away is;
  1. men became corrupted in their thoughts
  2. men foolish hearts were darkened
human's heart are bad because it is;
  1. deceitful above all things
  2. desperately wicked
"sin" is defined as an inward spiritual attitude of rebellion towards god, which is expressed in outward action of disobedience. sin is not just bad things we do. when we are able to do something good, and we did not do it, it is also sin.

there are two type of sins;
  1. commission (bad things we do)
  2. omission (thing we were to do, yet we did not)
& the greater sin of the two is omission;

sin brought upon all man one tragedy - death;
three kinds of death a sinner faces;
  1. spiritual death; inner separation from god
  2. physical death; outward sickness and eventual dying
  3. eternal death; banishment from the presence of god
faith is built by facts;
& three facts that you must admit are;
Jesus was pinned on the cross & was crucified;
Jesus was buried;
& Jesus was rose on the third day;

because he is alive, he is able to save us completely by;
  • forgiving our sins (past)
  • renewing our minds (past)
  • healing our emotions (present)
  • healing our bodies (present)
  • breaking the curse of failure and defeat (future)
  • prospering our lives (future)
in the name of jesus, god can offer three wonderful gifts to all men;
  1. repentance
  2. remission
  3. salvation
service was then so great with mike connell!
it was about overcoming disappointments;

endure
often when you are overwhelmed by disappointments;
you tend you endure, by keeping it into your heart;
you thought that things might get better as time pass;
but you didn't know
you're not getting things on the better track;
mike said about the chinese character of endure;
a knife over your heart;
it is painful, isn't it?
why must you do this to yourself?
instead if placing a knife right into your heart, isn't there a better solution?

things that you shouldn't do when you're disappointed or hurt!
  • fellowship with another disapponted person
  • not recognising by what god is doing, shut down your heart to god
  • draw away from god to somewhere you think you'll feel better
instead deal it with how jesus dealt with it;
  • come into the presence of god
  • face the reality of what has happened;
  • be honest how you feel & how you reacted
  • he will forgive! therefore forgive the people who hurt you
  • refocus your attention on the lord
shared with shaun & mikki about the problem im facing in school;
& im glad that mikki prayed for me during the cell group today;
i kept sheding tears whenever i hear the word of god;
how i reflected it in my life;
the situation im facing;
how am i going to deal with it;
i just need the strength and determination of the lord;

dealing with emotional wounds and inner vows (by mikki charris);
your past affects your present attitude;
deep within our soul, we all carry our inner child of the past;
disfunctional families caused us to repeat their attitudes;
  1. learnt behavior (e.g. anger, selfishness)
  2. bitter root judgement
  3. emotional wounds from childhood
  4. inner vows
7 ways to overcome!
  1. confess that you have a problem
  2. forgive those who had hurt you
  3. ask god to forgive you for holding on resentment towards people
  4. release all your hurt to the lord, jesus
  5. receive healing from jesus
  6. reconcile whenever possible
  7. meet restitution
woots! 1 bs & 2 sermons!
posting now up to 2 hours le;
good exercise for my brain too!
im recalling and thinking as i am typing;

i haven do my pacc homework;
suddenly feel like doing it;
perhaps im doing it soon!
Lord, lend me your energy!
let me be the salt and light of the earth!
let me stand by you when faith & fear collides!
let me love you more each day!
let me be so close to you again!

Lord, thanks for keeping me alive;
more sermons up i promised;
im learning, like the way you want me to;
also, i need you to guide me along the path;
life is always full of ups and downs;
but when im hurt, i shall confess to you;
& you shall heal my broken heart;
exchange my bloody heart for your humble heart, lord;
bless me with a determined tomorrow;
set me on fire like never before;
invent a fuel that will last eternally;
& i shall use it to keep my fire burning :D
you rawks!
i stone;

with love;
yimyim