long day i guess. im getting a lil exhausted. nevertheless, i wanna post by announcing my result. i think it's my greatest consolation. i've been working hard, i did not let myself down, did not let god down and did not let anyone down i guess. fop this week, therefore i might have to share my last result as a testimony next week. i've scored 76 for my econs test, which improved from the previous 74. scored 79 for my pacc also improved from my previous 76. stats scored 96 which i thought was pretty alright. if it wasn't for his retest, i might have flunged it already. praise the lord (:

today was rather a hectic day. carried my stupid laptop to school. jer mummy did not confrim with me in the morning. but after an hour's thought, i decided to carry my laptop to school. however, jer mummy confirmed to meet me after school in the midst of my mob tutorial. presentation went on quite alright. took down some notes. i was so nervous because it was the first ever time im gonna talk to her in real life. although we did talk on the phone countless times before. but im still looking forward because at least, i know, i will gain another real life friend from a virtual world. i was quite dress down, i just hope jer mummy wont mind.

went bugis after school, skipped stats. another maple friend in real life action. i was sorry for being such a noob. i didn't even know how to travel to bugis junction from bugis mrt luh! then jer mummy had to called and guide me. but then, it was so easy anyway. stupid girl, she would forever say. i dont know how this meeting was meant to her, but to me, it was really an enriching one. because i would say, im so glad to have her as a friend too. i remembered times when she would call me just because im feeling damn low from xue nuer in maple. fancy a maple friend call you to encourage you, how much more comfort can you find in this friend?

i was afraid that i might not be able to present my best self. because im alone meeting a maple friend. someone i know in the virtual world, not in the real world. yet i prayed and left this fellowship into god's hands. i just hope we will never run out of topic and be awkward. when we met up, i immediately recalled her face -.- went to yoshinoya and had our lunch. so noob never eat there before. but i knew i accompanied jessica and jasmine in there before. so i knew there's student meal. ain't that noob anyway!

went shopping. jer mummy got herself a new bag & eye lashes. kept suaning me how boyish im. paiseh la, i not into girl's stuffs. she accompanied me and got me a top and a belt. the sales person of the belt shop, grace & Melissa thought that we knew each other for long. but then revealing the truth to them made them had a shock. we just met for the first time today!

hang around. chatted a while more. finally it was time to go. she had to meet victor daddy at his house there. took red line, i knew she wanted me to accompany her, though she didn't say it. so o dont mind travelling extra mile by riding on the red line. thanks jer mummy alot alot. it did touched me when she saved my contact as 'nuer' just like i saved her number as 'jeralyn ms mummy'. nuer loves mummy forever! chill out often!

we should learn to cherish our loved ones. why wait til they're gone and regret? why think that this day will never arrive? why postpone your responsibility to tomorrow? why not learn to cherish from this second onwards? relationship, sistership, friendship, kinship. that's all the love you can get from this world.

2 stories from 2 different people made me wanna cherish everyone more.

relationship - http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/
sistership - http://www.caiweii.blogspot.com/

it's not a fictional novel, it is a real life one. it was so painful to read their stories, to indulge myself into their situations. im not trying to advertise their blogs, nor do i trying to spread the stories around. but still i wanna emphasis that, caiwei wrote in her blog that everyone must cherish their loved ones now. i truely admire her courage. if my besties were gone, i would have turned bersark, let alone, writing every detail in her blog, trying to get the whole story, get pieces fixed together. justice will prevail. that bloody liar driver, just you wait.

anyway. still, i wanna wish..



stay happy always.

lord, i need your strength now. i need your wisdom now. im gonna shine. you gonna bless.