just reached home & finished bathing! (:
im refreshed to post the sermon for today up!
im so excited because God's words touched me today;
but my stomach is growling, im hungry x(
it is alright! let us look into the sermon for today;

1 corinthians 9:24-26 (nkjv);

• Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may obtain it.

• And everyone who competes for the prize is temperate in all things. Now they do it to obtain a perishable crown, but we for an imperishable crown.

• Therefore I run thus: not with uncertainty. Thus I fight: not as one who beats the air.

life is like a marathon;
all run but only one receives the prize;
but as all run, some died down, some gave up;
therefore, it is not the start of the race that is important;
however, it is the end that is the most important!
starting a race is easy, but finishing it is difficult!
i want to carry the torch of God from the start to the end!

be a good finisher!
4 Fs why people dont finish the race;

1. fatigue - "im tired, i give up"
2. frustration - "argghh! i did my best but still loses!"
3. failure - "i try & dont try also same mah, always fail"
4. fear - "dont know leh, later like that how?"

but! fear caused us to freeze!
why?
recall whenever you're afraid;
you tend to pause before you start thinking where to move;

4 keys to ensure you finish the race as a good finisher!
1. stop making excuses! - a lazy person is always not willing to try;
As a door turns on its hinges, So does the lazy man on his bed. (proverbs 26:14);

2. start immediately! - know you're off-track? rewind to the right one & start again!
there's a tomorrow every single day, which tomorrow are you referring?
dont procrastinate! the best time is to start now!
because the longer you wait, the harder it becomes;
take your room for example;
"i will tidy my bedroom tomorrow"
"today im tired after school/work, tidy it tomorrow"
as day passes, the small piles of paper becomes a huge mountain of rubbish;
it became so difficult for you to clear overnight!

3. focus on the game, not the pain!
because pain is temporary but glory is forever!
forget about the pain & focus on the prize;
have determination & vision!

4. depend on God to help you!
because you cant do it alone;

• If anyone speaks, let him speak as the oracles of God. If anyone ministers, let him do it as with the ability which God supplies, that in all things God may be glorified through Jesus Christ, to whom belong the glory and the dominion forever and ever. Amen. (1 peter 4:11)

• Likewise the Spirit also helps in our weaknesses. For we do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered. (romans 8:26)

first person you should ever seek is GOD!
develop a reliance on GOD;

i have dreams;
i have visions;
i have days when im down;
i need god;
first person i always thought of - god;
for he is always so great;
today's sermon opened my heart once again;
holy spirit, please guide me;
for i need you in my heart, in my life;
take away the 4 fs that would obstruct my way to the finishing line;
& replace a humble & clean heart in me o lord!

i have no social life in school;
i know it hurts so much;
i ain't pondering & thinking too much;
things just happened;
im trying to be involved;
im trying to smile;
im trying to be myself;
it really sucks when you have no friends;
i just need one friend in school, that's enough;
i wanna breakthrough in that;
school life should be excited & fruitful;
but it ain't so true for me;
i love everyone & i cherish everyone;
tell me where did i go wrong;
it hurt so much when matters of this is bringing brought up once again;
im changing for the better, i hope x)

i need a new mouse!
bought a new mouse like less than a month ago;
& some problems with it again!
the supports dropped off!
i thought i could make the mouse smooth by clearing the sticky parts with nails removal!
like what my daddy did to clean my lappy from those sticker's marks!
but i was so so so wrong!
it made the mouse seriously worse!
ahhhhh! mouse arhs mouse arhs! recover arhs!

i can do all things through christ who strengthens me!
i will do my best & god will do the rest;
now it is time for me to move towards god even more;
monetary problems should not obstruct the pathway to god;
i wanna be out of the house on sat & sun for cg & services;
but the problem lies on my parents;
kept telling me not to go out;
why? because go out equals to expenditure!
yes im poor, but i have a heart;
so im gonna try to last my sat & sun with bread!
or some lil cheap food to full my stomach;
i dont know how long will it last;
but im giving it a try;
im losing weight by doing this!
Lord, give me determination! (:

Lord, thanks for keeping me alive;
3 more papers for this term;
you gonna let me do my best!
tomorrow first time children church service & im looking forward!
i hope more conversation between me and everyone!
you gonna make me shine!
you gonna make me be the light & salt!
but a sweet salt & not a salty salt -.-
exchange my heart for your humble heart!
you rawks!
i stone;

with love;
yimyim