im finally back home blogging. 12.16am right now. just finished taking a shower. i've so much things to say. today was really joyous yet disheartened. i dont know which words i should use to contradict my feelings too.

i finally did my best in concentrating on econs alone during the 3 hour break before econs tutorial starts. & it was the first time i ever bring some statistics substances into the tutorial. i wanna say thanks to my heavenly daddy for giving me such determination to work through questions after questions, finding answers after answers & also did not give up, highlighted the ones i have doubts with & consulted tutor veronica about it. i told myself, i did not let myself down. because it was the first ever time i really indulge myself with statistics without having too much grudges. i really invest so much time in the textbook questions and im really proud of myself doing all of those i needed too, except for the last chapter because i need to rush the past year papers. praise the lord for that! today's statistics exam was really a great one. 25mins and im done with all. & i really had no problem doing it at all. although some questions set me thinking, but it was overall a easy paper. the previous paper was a chicken one, but this time was a chicken feet one! kudos to all the cohort for doing well in advance, because i know they will.

im so happy because i finally did my very best into the things i wanted to. alth0ugh im still weak in statistics, but i know god never fails me because i will put in my very best. lord, i love you!

today's bbq event was a half success one. let me relate somethings that happened.

was so glad that many people turned up for the event, including inviting friends in, although it is quite a tough job. kudos to all who brought some friends there! i was so paiseh when the group of them waited for me at woodlands mrt because i was kinda late when i reach there. i seriously hate the idea of squeezing into a mrt which is so crowded. i could hardly breathe. although things that im supposed to contribute was light, but it really weighted like a stone. but i was glad i managed to pull through til i reached the condo. thanks to sherrie for her efforts in bringing this event a success too, by providing us a good place to chill out at. jass buddy performed today! the bible on fire really amazed me! he never fails to amaze me luh -.- with all his magic tricks. the most exciting part was when jasmine & thomas was called up to volunteer. then jazz made a heart shaped balloon hat for jasmine, and thomas was suppose to use the balloon bow to shoot the arrow into the heart. so funny de! & the most hilarious one was then jazz "teared" the balloon into half and pass it to the blur amelie. the balloon deflated, when everyone was expecting it to burst or something. hahaha!

but sc went missing halfway, made yixin worried like mad. i hope he wont do anything that stupid anymore. nobody forgets his birthday. it is just the right time at the rigt place. but no matter what, he must have his own reason, so let the matter rest. xin teared non stop, i was loss for words to comfort her. but nevertheless, xin, stay strong. guide your heart. because you can do it!

ahhhhh! love you girls too much! x33 chill out soon again!

samsam, stay strong too. jiayou, pray and ask god to relate your words to your gongong (: he will see the world and bless you all too de. jiayou! dale misses cheapchip ^^
rolling! must jiayou because you're called by the lord to go through all these to mould you to be a leader. remember always that, you cannot stop things from obstructing and coming. but you can pray and believe that god will walk with you and guide you throughout! jiayou ^^

dear lord, thanks for keeping my heart beating. let tomorrow's event be a success, bless that service tomorrow will be great. bless econs on monday a great one. i love you more and more each day! be with me always! let me shine in your name. amen!

last but not least! i hope it ain't too late. thou you may not see;