i wanna post! sorry rolling laogong for the delay of posting. cos yesterday i was busy chatting with my parents so neglected my blog for one day! but im back here. before i start blogging about today, i thought i should share one very important testimonial! yes, it is important & please do not blink your eye!

here i go..

my parents allowed me to go to church! say wooooooootttttssss please.. haha! when i was doing my usual prayer on sunday night, instead of really focusing on the exam i will be having on monday, my heart pumped faster then usual suddenly. i was visioning speaking to my parents about me going to church & not to keep it from them anymore. suddenly god spoke to me, you shall tell your parents about christianity tomorrow. i thought, how could it be? that was too much of a sudden decision, &&& i haven got my speech prepared! -.- but god assured me that i wont need any speech preparation, i just need my faith to do the job. & i was thinking, my faith took me 3 steps so far, to quit my job, to end my relationship & to speak to my parents. i thought that was really wonderful isn't it? however, there's condition unto anything. which is, i would agree to anything of course, as long as im able to go to church, call me crazy please -.- i just love my lord that much. a bigbig burden being put down, praise the lord man! my parents forbid me to baptize, that's the only thing they're worried for. they're afraid that i may regret someday. but the most important reason is that they want to have an allowance of spaces in between christianity & buddhism so that when i got married someday, im still able to choose freely my spouse. but to me, they aren't going worry about that, because i would definitely choose a christian boyf to be my hubby next time. whatever is their worries, i know that im gonna prove to them 5 years down the road at least. when im married, they will let me baptize. i will only baptize if my parents are there to see. so i thought, i should use some time to prove to them. so lord, no more obstruction to me visiting your kingdom every week. im too happy for that! & because of their agreement, i thought i should spend one day with them. because it has been a long time since we dine out. so im not going for cg for this sunday & going out with them. lord, let me be determined no matter how much they may wanna persuade me out of this. i just dont wanna keep it from them anymore. im going for make-up cell in shaun's cg this friday. im soooo looking forward to it! & my parents blessed me with 10bucks to top up my ezlink card, with train concession too! so im able to take bus trip to church for the time being. save money ky!

&&&&& i wanna say that im happy because econs and stats paper was within my ability. so i wanna thank the lord for that. meanwhile, i wanna go do my things le, i will continue blogging tonight if im free. ciao!