// An-ge-line.


God's child, CHC W426 & W473 spells love. Formerly from Greenridge Primary, Chua Chu Kang Secondary, and currently in Singapore Polytechnic, class of DBA14 in the year of 2009/10. Celebrates growth every 10th day of February, 'm eighteen this year. A'dores music and singing and sports like netball. Contact yours truly at funkyhotshot69@hotmail.com

Verse Of The Day

// iDesires


1) To grow spiritually stronger
2) W426& W473 to grow stronger
3) PassioNaliseD
4) Pastor Kong& family
5) Financial Breakthrough
6) Family's Salvation

Crumpler Bag, laptop cooler pad, laptop skin, in-line skate, colorful clothing, Guitar

// Es-capes


Double Clicks
W473 | W426 | Xiaxue | Ps Kong | Ps Phil | WYZ! | by Ombre |




// Tick-Tock




// Instant thoughts

First Love (:



// Spell your thoughts




// Plurk




// Daily clicks




// Sing-a-long


 




alot of strggles. im beginning to doubt myself. self deceiving when i told myself im gonna be alright and my decision is right when i dont get to see him. decieved myself again when i thought we should be quite fine after not contacting for a few weeks. 1 month 9 days passed so quicky, perhaps i was too indulged into my studies and project works. sometimes i would forget him totally, but i know not all. perhaps too hurt that i wasn't able to let go totally. his birthday is on the 29th. it is his wish that we could celebrate it together. it was my wish too, a wish that i didn't forget. but im not financially able to get him the things he wanted, that he assured me that i would get it for his birthday and he let the item be on his wishlist til now. im sorry im not able to. i thought we could date out as a stead on a particular day, just a day. but i dont know that i set him confused again. he says he doesn't want to experience another seperation. couples everwhere. he says he think of me whenever his friend watch babes. he says he thought of my promise whenever he sees me with guys. likewise, whenever i see couples, shadows of us appeared. be it in my heart or the places we visited before. perhaps i do miss the past. did i make the wrong move? i know i shouldn't doubt god. but it was ultimately me who request for the breakup. he asked me a simple question & yet as usual i didn't give him a definite answer. do you love me? i just wanna know a yes or no. the answer is in my heart, and i know he sees it, he feels it and he understands it. im so glad we still have the telepathy, a telepathy people would think it's just a fairytale kinda thing. but nope, for us, it is true, an intangible truth. i just love the way we communicate, the same old thing. because we worked things out. we're going on a friend-friend date. nothing special until 140609. his decision made my decision clear. thanks baby.

friend to friend carries no expectations. therefore i can give my best without his expectations of me and vice versa. i hope i can cherish this feeling until we're together, at least it is a sweet one. i know that we'll have a future so long as i believe in it. and i trust the lord too. im gonna do my best in my studies and get the foundations clear. im gonna shine and im gonna strive my best. because he would love it this way too. take care always, xiaoqiang (: