xcamp was fun!
who can say amen to that?
it has been so long since i stepped myself into camps again;
& truly it was a great feeling;
with just everyone who has the same thinking - Christ;
it is situated at moe changi;
therefore it's a place i've been there once before;
organizer for xcamp is cyndi png! - auntie aileh's daughter;
i would very much hope she could come to church one day;
because its a big big coincidence!
with rolling laogong & me inside too!
& i hope cyndi could bring her daddy to chc this father's day event;
you know daddies tend to be more hardened & hot tempered;
but Lord, with you nothing is impossible;
it's just mine is yet to come;

i miss everyone who did not attend the xcamp!
so does anybody misses me?

i wanna thank those girls who are in xcamp too!
rolling laogong, yixin, samsam, xueting, mikki, layhwa & shenny!
thanks for being there enjoying everything thing with me!

firstday (9th june);
i went to xcamp late because i need to collect my report at nuh;
reached riverwalk at around 5 plus 6 with rolling laogong;
we had a talk about brokenness;
i could not remember entire thing but i know;
i wanna be broken before the Lord, so that he can use me;
went back to camp site with some friends being saved;
prayed in our campus group before going back to our bunk;
knew some friends too, thank God for that;
joined edward boil some water for their instant noodle;
edward was smart enough to being his own mini 'kettle' luh;

secondday (10th june);
woke up at 715am & bathed;
the water was really so cold;
had our breakfast - fried beehoon;
& bused down to riverwalk again;
had the women talk while the guys had their men talk;
separated us because girls are too emotional;
all of the girls teared;
& most of them received prayer from yilun;
joined the guys back at the hall;
& the apprentice game starts!
with only 15bucks we multiplied to 32.5 bucks i think;
& got our money back for fellowshipping at the last day;
after this, we made our way down to cuppage plaza!
its at somerset mrt there;
we had our haute couture night over there;
could not spike my hair up like last time. cos it was too long already;
mikki & kevin was chosen to be the peagant from our cell group;
& they went up on stage!
we cheered like nobody else's business;
sc & wenchieh's two friends joined us;
one of them got saved while sc & one indian friend joined us for the last night of camp;
bought instant noodle & ate it like the first night;
may be uploading the pics up when i got it;
mikki & kevin did not win, but deep down in our heart, they are already the champions!
wan raining therfore the game prison break was cancelled;
shaun came & see us but did not stay with us;
shared some thoughts with rolling laogong, xueting, samsam, xin & shenny;
i will make up my mind de;
tonned the whole night lors & was too exhausted;

thirdday (11th june);
rested a lil before going up onto the bus;
made our way to the canteen before it pours;
skipped breakfast but had some cookies on bus;
fell asleep on the bus until reaching the destination - our church;
was a long journey i guess;
some praise & worship;
preaching done by cyndi png!
cheers for that;
could tell that she is nervous;
but anyway, the word was good;
cheers for that too;
im not gonna run away from problems already;
im gonna make up my mind to the things i wanna do;
i wanna be more sensative towards the Lord;
i wanna faith telling me which way to go;
& i know Lord will bless me in whatever step i want to take;
shifted to the venue of chinese church;
& had our last game - wrestling!
& for the below 60kg;
sweekeng won lors!
he is small yet he is strong;
cos he is ns man!
so proud of you!
had some group photos;
& we went for fellowshipping;
cabbed back home & slept;
i've slept from 4pm yesterday to 10am this morning;
that is 18 hours of sleep!

i've made up my mind to quit my job;
& to be back to the house of God;
im glad i met up with eileen - darren's buddy;
love fades but never ceases;
i would want to serve God more;
i would want to be part of the bigbig church;
i know CG's gonna multiply soon;
i know who is involving in the change;
i know the new CG's name;
i know we're gonna separate soon;
im trying to hang onto what yixin told me;
friendship stays when we want to hold onto it;
& not because CG that bring us together;
but as usual, it always takes two hands to clap;
i hope everybody's effort is there;
everyone, jiayou alright;
we're always the warrior;

Lord, im working later;
tending my resignation later perhaps;
no matter what happens, you gonna bless me in the things i will be going through;
Lord, you're so great;