im back to posting;
i slept yesterday from 845pm to morning 930am luh!
that is basically 12 hours of sleep!
man, ky, you're a pig!
OINK!
yesterday's work was wow?
after work, accompanied wanxin to shop around;
the memories i remembered was vivid;
perhaps i slept too much =x
i just know darren kept reminding me to update my blog -.-
i love the book - i kissed dating goodbye;
i love some phrases in it;
some weakest point that only Lord but no man knew;
but in the book, it was too frank;
& it hits right at the spot;
it expressed well for my current situation;
or can i say, in all kinds of relationship you can go through, have been through or had seen it;
wanna thank shaun for getting me such a great book;
& i still wonder if xin have started reading it;
im so looking forward to little time i have to spend it reading the book;
at chapter seven currently;
thanks for the advices, josh harris;
i wonder how he can express things that well;
hmmms;
some phrases that i hit onto it;
that best describe everything for me now;
perhaps the three of us are of different situation - ting, xin & i;
but perhaps im still as thankful because firstly darren is a christian himself;
secondly, he is born-ed into a christian family;
& thus thirdly, we can understand how things are being made & planned;
thus i emphasize now that;
the common belief is the only thing i believe in right now;
because it made best for communication - like me & him;
i love the way we communicate;
we're still communicating now via sms;
things are beyond my control because i can only have faith;
but whether darren is the right guy now or in the future could not possibly show is my decision right now;
but i just hope, Lord, you're all my strength;
studies is what im concentrating right now;
& serving God is what im looking into right now;
" if God wants them together in the future, their current decision to halt their involvement wont endanger His plan. right now they choose to obey god and break up a relationship that has them stealing from each other "
" even though it isn't easy, jenny tells her boyfriend that they need to limit the time and energy they invest in each other. trusting that god can bring them back together if he wills, they halt their progression of intimacy until they match it with commitment. thou they struggle with the separation, missing the closeness they once enjoyed, they know in the long run - whether they marry each other or someone else - they've made the best choice for both of them "
i thought i knew the verse/chapter that i loved the most;
that has been put up even in my friendster profile;
but actually i was too naive for it;
it has even a deeper feeling for it;
& the book hit right onto it;
love has two path, two ways, two sides;
love from the world - earthly love;
or godly love;
i hope i can manage to attain godly love;
cos his love is so perfect;
but we are not perfect;
helped jie & kor checked their schedule;
while accompanying wanxin down for some shopping;
did my pacc revision le;
chionging the rest this week le;
with Lord, nothing is impossible;
i wanna do my best & he will do the rest;
current music that im loving;
that has accompanied me all the way;
it has been with me for too long;
xin sent me donkey years ago;
until i realise that it was too beautiful a song;
Jesus take the wheel by Carrie Underwood
She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
she was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh
She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
she was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh
jesus, im giving you my all;
please take it;
exchange my heart for your humble heart;
let me be broken before you;
use me;
Lord, thanks for keeping me alive;
bless me with determination tomorrow;
let me take off on sunday;
i wanna enjoy the last outreach before i leave W426;
you rawks;
i stone;
with love;
yimyim
replies to taggies:
alina: HOHO! yes kbox! i like to singggg! erms, chinese songs? like pop songs? hahas!
xueting: AYE! :D lets go together, with sam & xin also! wakaka! we so long bo go kbox le lors. & our jas recording also!
yixin: you have to be brave, determined. you did it once, & now you're gonna do it again; jiayou!