im sorry for not posting yesterday;
yesterday earned 8.9k sales with balanced report;
181 customers served compared to the day before, 347 customers;
& yet it is all 8k+ sales;
cheers for ky;
trolleys after trolleys;
large items after large items;
finally i could go home;
perhaps too much adrenaline flow;
& perhaps too much heavy stuffs to carry;
my heart pumped too fast;
& im having heart pain now;
literally heart pain;
im gonna visit doctors after i received my pay;
& also about my breathing problems;
i hope nothing so bad will happen;
i hope the doctor would just say;
" you just need to relax yourself! "

helped rolling laogong bought some bananas after that;
& met up with my dearest ting;
lined up at jie's counter & had fun;
you know, working with jie is the most fun thing ever;
wanted jie to have a pleasant & slow meal;
so i went back to the counter as early as i could;
then jie say she want to go home watch show -.-
because nobody pei her eat;
but then also thanks dagege for treating me ice cream!

ting:
smile is the key to everything;
that's what i always tell my dajiejie;
& you dont have blame yourself;
or to push all burdens onto yourself;
because you're not just yourself, you or alone;
you're walking with Jesus, god & the holy spirit;
pray and seek help in this area you need help;
jiayou!

jie:
thanks for everything yesterday;
working with you never fails to make me smile;
& remember to smile!
be an elmo!

today's work was tiring;
thanks mikki for your offer to pay my cab fare;
currently 3:33pm;
one more hour or so, the real cg multiplication would be announced;
i know its like this already;
but when im back to the house of god;
everything changed;
i still yearn to love him with all my heart though;

today was disheartening;
while working halfway at counter 13;
& i saw 09 dashed down the escalator;
with one man which christine said was a previous worker at fairprice;
& i knew must be another thef case;
aikim came to my counter and paid for items that cost 142.05bucks with 150bucks;
& i asked her why did she buy that much;
she just whispered to me things which i cant hear properly;
& she told me there's another thef case;
but the story is as follows;
this guy involved is from nyp;
& has a very bright future for himself;
perhaps the course he is studying right now is very good bahs;
but he grabbed the items and went out of the fairprice;
09 & the man went dashing to catch him;
once caught, he looked duper pale;
went to the office & alerted his dad;
his dad came & was sobbing all the way;
this guy looked very decent;
he just confessed and said that he also don't know what made him steal;
it was very disheartening to look at them;
but since the guy possesses a very bright future;
09 neo also dont want to spoil it;
& therefore the only way to let this matter off is when he purchase what he stole;
& of course he doesn't have the money to do so;
therefore his dad paid for him;
the items cost 170+ bucks if there wasn't 20% discount for some;
all beauty products, i doubt it's for men use;

things behind the story;
i heard that the things that the guy had stolen was for his girlfriend;
this reflects many things;
it could be the girl wanted those item and the guy steals it for her sake on his own accord;
or it could be under pressure that the girl stressed the guy to do so;
while the guy was confessing what he did, his dad cried;
astina kept giving him tissues non stop;
& the guy could do nothing but just tapping on his dad's shoulder as a form of comfort;
it is 150bucks & it is not a small sum;
why? because his dad worked as a form of hard labour to earn money;
poly's school fees aint cheap even if he pays by cpf savings;
i know the guy felt it was wrong;
looking at long term, if the guy were to repent;
& break up with his girlfriend and only find one when he is stable financially;
the 150bucks his dad spent now is to buy back his bright future;
if otherwise, the 150bucks is not cheap & would have been gone to waste;
so i seriously hope this is his final wake up call;
no more next time;

girls;
do not urge your boyfriend to do something beyond their abilities for you;
you may yearn something;
but it is not the guy's responsible to get you whatever you need or want;
moreover, both of you guys are still student and are not working;
do not have financial stability & do not possesses the ability to even take care of yourself;
to do something for each other when both have ssettled down;
stablise everything;