so damn freaking pissed of today;
please ask me why because im gonna answer it as calmly as i can;
i seriously hate BYOB day;
not because we had to try our best to save the earth by reducing the use of the plastic bag;
but simply because singapore is such a failure to contain such illiterate singaporeans;
perhaps even those literate ones are even worse & are even stingy;
they do not have the knowledge of saving the earth;
say goodbye to the earth then;
or bloody hell just fuck off from this precious earth we're living;
you may think that just one plastic bag won't make any difference;
if that is so, please bloody hell go back to your kindergarden then;
please know the knowledge of accumulation lahs;
if every single one of the Singaporeans think that way;
than we can all die of in a very 'peaceful' way;
please think lahs;

firstly'
there's this old uncle in his sixties i suppose;
perhaps he is really the brainless bastard;
" i want to have this thing separate from the rest "
" & these things in a bag, i want a double bag for this "
he said;
& i patiently replied him, because he is old mahs;
" today is byob day, if you want bags, you have to donate 10cents for each given "
& he just gave me that twitting look saying;
" im senior citizen, give me plastic bag "
who the bloody hell care if you're a senior citizen;
crazy dude is he;
if he were to say that;
then all senior citizen have priorities to get everything without following rules?

then when you have to queue up for the toilet;
please bloody hell tell everyone that you're a senior citizen;
& ask them let you have the toilet first lah;
i see you kanna slap first or i kanna slap first;

i can also bloody hell say that im a youngster;
i ain't sure of anything or im not financially stable to follow this kinda policies;
bloody shyt;

secondly;
im seriously tired and fucking hate it when customers gave me the look;
" oi, you wan give plastic bag not, don't give i don't buy lahs "
or;
" you help me put in plastic bag, later i donate "
& they went off just like that;
or;
" you calculate the plastic bag money not? "

please understand can;
firstly, im not robbing you of your money;
if you bloody hell think that 10cent for one pathetic plastic bag is too expensive;
& you cant afford it;
then please bloody hell bring your own bag lah;
secondly, fairprice is not responsible of the 10cents given;
& please bloody hell drill this in your head;
money for plastic bag is not charged, its being donated;
furthermore, fairprice is also kind enough to come out a policy to tackle this problem alright?
10cents deducted if you bring your own bag & spend 10bucks or above;
please lah, 10cents donation is giving you guys a chance to contribute to the society;
& fairprice is not keeping the money for its own use lah;

cant stand when a girl come with her mama;
dont know what's the prob in her head;
" auntie, i want to buy a plastic bag "
& she handed me a 10cent;
firstly, im not a auntie;
though im in the freaking fugly flowery uniform;
secondly, you donate & get a bag;
& not freaking buy a bag;
what's the prob man;
even small lil girl also have this kind of thinking;
what's with singapore;
even aikim auntie also say its their own prob;
already accnounce this policy so long le;

one month one time byob day;
i want vomit blood le;
now one month four time byob day;
ask me go and die please;

get the world right lah;
pissed off;


she know herself well;
i freaking hate her mouth;
her loud voice already make me want slap her;
now her fucking attitute problem make me want to stash her to death;
so what if she have her 'wonderful' reasoning;
perhaps my seasoning is better than hers;

told her a week ago that i need to get this sunday as a off day;
saw my schedule & im working ch;
what the bloody hell is this?
im having my mst & yet im working for her;
appreaciate me please;
i just need a bloody sunday as a off day;
not gonna give me?
then mc as a treat for you lahs;
even jie also need friday as a off day;
she already given in when she say the most she can do is bv shift;
" why always last minute say one "
we want one meh?

wanxin is fevering today;
she is really not well;
we're working til 6pm;
when she decided to ask if she could leave one hour earlier;
she walked into the chief cashier room;
& asked lihua if she can leave an hour earlier;
& lihua said;
" upstair already no people le still want leave "
i shielded wanxin & replied;
" now is non peak (pig) hour, so i think it may be alright de "
& she replied rudely;
" then we change uniform lors & you plan the schedule "
what the freaking shyt is this?
& i just went off without even bloody replying her;
& when i saw, there are already two cashier at the counter;
it doesn't matter;
what is wanxin faint at the counter?
i will just say hallelujah to lihua & she is caught responsible for that;

freaking hate her man;
jie, endure her more;
cos im leaving;
enough of her in my life!

darren sent me home today;
i was happy & excited;
it has been so long since he is there for me;
but he ain't free to step into my house;
quite a pity;
everyone in fairprice din say anything;
cos they dont know anything;
perhaps we're still together as it seemed on the surface bahs;
playing another server of maple together;
so i hope at least we're interacting too;
jiayou darren, all the best;

Lord, thanks for keeping me alive;
im gonna have my dinner soon too;
bless the time as my family fellowship with one another;
& also bless pastor khong as he is fasting right now;
Lord, im sorry for so many vulgarities in this post;
because i cannot suppress anymore anger in myself;
let me concentrate on my studies later;
you rawks!
i stone;

with love;
yimyim