& im now BB's mac waiting for dear;
kept violet accompanied down to westmall tuh get her stuffs;
cos i was kinda boliao & dun wanna stand in singapore nowhere while waiting for dear;
today was quite alright in school;
initially should be basketball game;
yet we ended up in K1 singing karaoke;
i just dun feel right when half of the class was there;
so in the end i din sing;
& i went off;
ky just love singing;
thou her voice really do sarks;
i do enjoy the company given by DBA05;
thou some of us dun really click;
but was thankful that jess was there to make everyone together;
hope more outing will be organised;
we'll have fun;
yesterday was a tearful night;
my eyes were all swollen;
i was too afraid that i might not be able to open my eyes this morning;
thank God i still could;
quarreled with dear;
but i wasn't too harsh to put down the phone first;
but i really hope dear could be more mature in handling things;
i wish he could grow out of pessimistic;
& be more optimistic;
things aren't going too well for both of us;
think we just have to make time more for each other;
i hope he can be more automatic;
get out of his comfort zone & do something for himself too;
im waiting for him to arrive;
i hope that things are alright with us;
i will continue posting when i reach home;
Lord, i wanna pray for wisdom to fall upon me;
wanna study real hard;
dun wanna be the last in class;
a typical student's prayer;
i hope you can make it come true;
AMEN!