& i jus came back from sending dear tuh lrt;
saw sotong on the way;
well, at least dear has an accompany;
i felt relieve;

but somehow i felt empty inside;
i think dear felt the same thing too;
somehow silence between us;
first ever tyme he doesn't wanna lend me his psp;
first ever tyme he left me so alone;
even though he was just at my house;
we din talk a lot;
he din sit beside me;
i hate this situation;
cos im all alone;
school starting tomorrow;
hinted him loads tt i wanna him to fetch me to school;
i wanted him to be by my side;
yet he knows nothing;
i cant believe i get jealous when i saw him featuring his ex on friendster;
i cant admit it but i did;
i know im feeling sucky right now;
im alone & im emoing;
i just hope that school will be fine tomorrow;
i hate myself;

i hope jie is by my side now too;
talked tuh jer mummy & she's feeling low now too;
i miss her tons;
& yet i can do nothing;
jie is happy now le;
with kor;
i wanna be alone once again;
when i was struggling whether or not i should cherish jie & i this friendship;
she assure me that we will be jie mei forever;
for now, i will keep this assurance in my heart;
i love sandy jie too;

mood swinging;
sleeping soon;
dear din reply me;
i wonder what has become of us now;
Lord, pls bless that tomorrow will be a wonderful day;
take away the anti-social inside of me;
let me smile tomorrow;
thou i know dear wun be by my side;
thou i know im alone;
thou i know i might not make any fwens;
Lord, you're always my fwen;
then.now.forever;
U RAWKS!
i stone;

signing off;
yimyim