& i decided i shall blog & update while waiting for dear to reach my house;
he wans to hang out at my house a while before we go IMM later on;
but still i wanna say;
HAPPY SECOND MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR DARREN OKQ;

yesterday wasn't that well;
jie was down emoing once again;
but this tyme was different;
because i was there for jie;
we went hide & seek;
to chat wad we wanted;
yet the guys did not make too much effort in the searching;
jie almost dropped her tears;
i wanted to ask her let it out;
but im afraid i could not take too much of it;
i may not be able to help her stop it;

was VERY disappointed;
when vincent kor ran away just lyk that;
he was obviously jealous over close friends that jie has;
but love is all about trust, faith & communication;
what dear said was really true;
jie pours her sorrows onto sotong & happiness onto vincent;
that's why the person who sees, hear & understand jie's sorrow will always be the closest one;
but there must still be a reason why jie choose sotong as the talking patner;
i really do hope jie & kor will reconcile;

dear went away with ben & gab;
i was there stoning;
i thought he would send me back home;
but it wasn't lyk that;
somehow, jie made him come back;
dear knew it was his fault;
took a cab back and told me;
i haven do my last duty of the day-to send me home;
i wanted to just walk away;

first ever tyme i really had the hatred towards vincent kor;
how could he simply run away?
i know he feels hurt;
jie does too;
why not just face the problem;
or just let jie know anything;
jie & sotong went hunting for him;
& yet it turned out so badly;
i just wanna say;
i hope they both will reconcile;

feeling a lil tired;
dear coming up to my house;
waiting for him;