& im back from work;
ytd didn't have the mood to post up my stuffs;
cos was really emoing & physical tired & stressed;
was more of a disappointed than sad or anger;
dear is really so sensitive to everything;
i know he loves me that much;
to the extent that he could almost do anything & everything;
but not being that easily jealous;
i seriously do hope he can stop thinking that much;
& focus on things he lyk alone;
i hope he can be more understanding;
i hate your sorrys!
it did not give any changes;
but i hope quarrels & bickers will make relationship stronger;

ytd & today was much of an emo;
kanna influenced by jie le luh;
but im seriously glad that sotong, vincent kor & sandy jie was present for todae's service;
was so touched when jie told me that she came tuh accompany me for CHC services at JW instead of accompanying her jie for CHC service at expo;
todae's was really making a fool of myself luh;
cos mixed up JE & JW;
made us all four ran after bus 176;
but it was fun luh;
today's service made me happy yet emo again;
its contradicting i know;
was happy cos i finally realised how important is Christ to me;
seriously so important;
i see xin's family get saved one by one;
& God's words came true;
i should not fear letting my parents know about it;
i mus brace up my faith;
yet im sad cos today's sermon about forgiveness reminds me of;
serene mummy, cynthia & dear;
quarreled with dear which made me think that i should forgive him;
cos i love him;
& yet reminds me of serene mummy & cynthia because they taught me from the bible before;
i miss them too much, i love them too much;
i hope tuh hear from them seriously soon;
Lord, bless them while u can take away some my blessings;

today jie really dunnoe wad tuh do with me;
EMO ky;
not suitable eh;
but im tired le;
i wanna save money for a new NKJV bible!
anybody can spon me for one?!
den gonna start reading bible with dear everydae;
im looking forward tuh that;

Lord, thanks for keeping me alive;
thanks for making me realised that Jesus is that important to me in my lyfe;
that i nvr will regret choosing HIM as my Lord;
bless me with a greater tomorrow;
heal me miraculously;
U RAWKS!
i stone;

signing off;
yimyim