todae im working again;
most of my friends are not thou;
felt quite lonely de wors;
& i dun wanna be lonely;
jie coming down pass me her neos tuh scan later;
darren is emoing right now;
which i can do nothing;
after i emo, his turn;
im so useless;

was feeling quite alright;
went out tuh causeway with wanxin;
& now im back at home;
bought someone valentines day present le;
hope that person will lyk it wors;
x3
doing more shopping;
Lord, give me inspiration tuh get things for my loved ones;
its valentines;
doesn't have tuh be couple relation anyways;
thanks;

ytd cried myself tuh sleep;
first tyme in my lyfe;
my baobei nuer doesn't want me anymore;
2 years plus de relationship;
can jus end because of a guy;
mummy said was right;
it is not worth it;

rushed in tuh maple ytd cos of nuer;
received her msn off9 msg telling me jor broke up with her;
nuer has many suitors in maple;
but jor is the first one;
that nuer doesn't wan tuh rush in the relationship;
& jor is also the 1st guy hu broke up with nuer;
instead of vice versa;
when nuer finally is on9;
she told me wad happened;
er zi came in too;
& cos of that;
peach & jas came in;
followed by jor;
din really wanna blow matters up;
but that jor jus kbkp at dere;
as if the whole world owes him;
i dun give a big damn;
er zi jus wanna nuer & jor settles everything;
so perhaps thats why er zi asked nuer come in;
i know nuer is upset;
i din expect her tuh come in;
but when she really did came in;
she shouted at me;
& says things which really hurts me so much;
she doesn't want me as her mummy anymore;
she even took off our fwenship ring;
i din know wad tuh do;
& logged off;
mummy called;
coaxed & chatted with me;
thanks mummy for being there;
really;
be it in training & jus being dere;
love you so much;
dun wanna go back tuh maple anymore;
stayed but left both because of nuer;

nuer apologised this morning;
she din know why she shouted at me;
everyone is vexed at that very moment;
things jus worsen when nuer was called in;
maple is ruining everyone's lyfe;
i missed the tymes i wud rush down tuh sengkang tuh find nuer;
hope there's still this chance;
our relation wun be broken so easily de;
we patched;
& our relation will stay forever which i really hope;
being with dem;
will be the best present le;

going prepare myself for work soon;
meeting rolling up;
she wanna get me something for bdae =.=
thanks in advance;
dunnit waste money on me;
i dunnoe wad tuh sae;
Lord, pls bless that todae will be alright;
jiayou all!
U RAWKS!
i stone;

signing off;
yimyim